ayeen

2010-07-07T19:27:00.002+08:00

'While you yell at your girl, there’s a guy wishing he could whisper sweet things in her ear. While you humiliate your girl, insult her, offend her, and degrade her, there’s a guy who appreciates her and reminds her of what a great girl she is. While you hit your girl, there’s a guy wishing he could make love to her. While you make your girl cry, there’s a guy that is always making her smile. If you don’t take care of your girl, someone else will take care of her for you, and there’s nothing that you will be able to do if she ever decides to go with him and forget about you.'

xoxo
A

2010-05-08T16:18:00.003+08:00

describe me best .
So im quite upset with myself today for not being able to study . I simply cannot absorb anything that i read . Its like there's something bothering me which i dont really knw wht . There's 2 major papers coming up . Both requires me to memorise a lot of things definitely . And i actually woke up at 1o am today jst to study so that i will have more thn enough time to complete all tht but damn ths brain is not working ! I get worked up everytime i think abt the papers thats coming up because i knw i will have to need a lot of time to memorise that . Plus if i sleep late , how am i suppose to wake up early the following day ? Damn today suck big time ! ): What's worse is that my mom wants to clean up our room because granny is coming over which means i have to waste my time cleaning up my room ! Fuck ! Out of all times , it had to be now . When i really need the time to study for my exams . How can the day get any worse ? ): I dont really knw why im feeling down right now . Might be due to what i jst mention or maybe something else ? Im not quite sure myself . Ths moodswing can really come and go you knw . Because of the fact that im frustrated with myself , im not really entertaining anyone at home right now including my sister although she seems to be the closest one to me . Things jst seem to get on my nerves today . What's up with today ?! Thank god i still have ths blog to do my ranting . At least it wont get on my nerves. i hope ? Well what the hell . Whats even worse is i havent really been talking to him or to put it in simpler terms , ive kind of neglected him these past few days . Might be due to exam stress . You , i hope you understand . Its not that im doing all this on purpose but really . I think i jst cannot balance my time well . Like you said prelims or even O's , its gna get worst . I really hope you understand . I will definitely get back to you after the examination but for the time being , im sorry if im neglecting you . ): i love you . I dont knw whts happening to me . But yeah . FML ! Its really frustrating to knw you have a lot of time on your hands now but youre not making the best out of it . I jst want to get ths examination over and done with please ..

till the next time.
; ayeen♥

2010-04-24T14:00:00.002+08:00

Hello ! :D
Currently at KK hospital visiting granny . She jst undergo operation . Yah . so yah okaay im really nervous for mid year exam . Like really . ive been going through the topics but im not sure whether that's enough or not ): This tuesday we're having our Physics Mock exam . Mr goh do really know us well because he said that everytime for our first test, we'll fail badly but second test , we'll do well :D hahahhaha . Actually im really lost for words . xD
Ohhh today is Iman's Mom birthday ! (: Send her a wish earlier on . hahah . And tomorrow is
jengjengjeng . The 25th ! :D Yey ! hehehe :D very long already :D
Anw i havent eaten for the whole day . Maybe after this we'll go and have our lunch or something . Ohh yes ! I memorised 20 definitions in the car on my way to the hospital jst now ! Happy ! I have to memorise about 33 definitions and i covered abotu 20 definitions already . Left 13 more to go ! Yey ! :D Okaay so i think im gg off now . Need to start on Physics again .
Takecare . I'll post more later on or maybe after Mid year . I think i'll be on Hiatus until Mid year :D
; ayeen♥
i love you .

2010-04-13T16:19:00.003+08:00

Hello there . Im currently in school and im not going to post any picture for now because i cannot seem to find any good ones in my work space therefore this will be a boring post but nevertheless its still up to you to stay on and read or go away :D Okaay wait i actually found this picture and i love it so im gna post it :D Nice right the picture above ? heh :D okaay so im gg to start proper on my post now .

So currently in the library . Was suppose to do my f&n here but then the microsoft word is in chinese characters and i dont knw how to change so that's an excuse for me to do it at home instead :D Anw mid-year is round the corner and i havent start on my revision so once i get home i will bath, watch some teevee and finally start on my revision . I have to start tonight or else i cannot catch up because this mid-year all the topics that we learnt from last year will come out so i have a lot to cover . I started on Chapter 2 last night on my bed . Its amazing how i can actually resist the temptation of not sleeping instead and finish up on my homeworks as well as do my revision :D but i still slept early last night like abt 9 + ? hahahah . I dont knw why i have been sleeping early of late . Tired i guess . Tired of what ? Im not sure myself . Jst the thought of my pillow and my mattress and my bear will make me want to sleep xD So yah . I'll try as much as possible to resist those things xD okaay im gg off soon because ths computer will automatically shut down at 5 . At 445 pm they will give ths information box to remind us . So im left with approximately abt 15 minutes from now . Ohh yes before i go , i want to talk about today :D
Jst now maths , Ms Liew was talking abt probability and i was like ???? ! because i was absent on the day she started teaching that . Though im kind of getting the hang of it but still i'd rather she teach from the start so im gg to take lessons from her after school . i want to be like Jasmine Low :D She's so Smart (: Jst now during maths lesson , Ms Liew talked about how she changed drastically and stuff and she really did and for that , she got the top student for her N level . Im not hoping to be top because i knw that's impossible but then again , i want to at least past and get somewhere with the results :D So yah . And we're suppose to be having our Maths Remedial jst now but instead Ms Kang came in and teached Chemistry :D Great . I like how she come in the class and first thing before teaching, she will test us on the things that we have learnt in the previous lesson jst to check whether we have been doing our homework or not :D Okaay im sorry if im really talking so much here but i jst cannot help it . Okay enough right ? okay bye :D

; ayeen♥
I love you :D

2010-04-10T23:53:00.003+08:00

Teddy using blanket because cold xD
So Hello there . :D How's things ? Well okaay today wasnt that bad after all . Started the day with remedial . Had maths followed by F&N . Ended abt 1230 pm . So went home and something happen which i dont want to elaborate too much on . So got home . Took my nap and woke up about 4 going 5 . Then bath and went out with family . Initially we wanted to go to Suntec City because there was IT fair but we send abg to ths place that i dont knw and headed to Tekka to have our Breakfast cum Lunch Cum Dinner :D The Fried Rice , Fuuuuuuuh ! Superb :D Then headed to Suntec City . The things there was really cheap ! Like the video cam from $199 it went down up till $99 ! Decrease of about $100 ! Cool :D So mom bought me ths mp3 thingy :D Walked around and nothing much so we went off . Ohh and Suntec City is quite high . I mean the building . Mom wanted to go down via the lift because she said tht it was too high if we go down via the escalator -.- hahah . So yah . Thursday was speech day right ? So it was a bad and tiring day . But someone made me Smile because he gave me ths box . Inside this box , there's paper hearts with notes on it and chocolates . So cute . Like i said, its hard to find a guy who would really sit down and try to fold the paper hearts . He actually learned that on Youtube the night before and he gave me the following day . See fast learner :D I'll take a picture of the box and the paper hearts and chocolates. Meanwhile, maybe ths photo would help show how the paper heart look like . AND OHHHH ! NOT TO FORGET , THE CUTE HANDWRITING ACTUALLY REALLY MADE SMILE ! xD doctornyer handwriting ey ? :D

Okaay so i think i'll end here . Mom wants to use :D Goodbye .
i love you baby :D
; ayeen ♥

2010-04-02T15:20:00.009+08:00

Hello readers (:

Today is good friday and im definitely having a boring friday . (: But at least i get to sleep as and whn i like unlike someone . xD Okaay so ear has been giving me a lot of problems lately . The pain can be really unbearable that at night i cannot sleep . Really ! xD its okaay . im a strong girl . And someone was really thoughtful as to go to the pharmacy or guardian to help me see about the ear drop>

Okaay so have not been talking to 'someone' for abt 1 week now ? Hmmm . What should i do ? Im not sure myself . Well its okaay . Let nature take its own course . We'll see how it goes . So yes i was suppose to have my POA test but it was postpones . So much for me studying the night before -.- But its okaay . Teacher said i improve a lot ths term . Well tht maybe because Sonea has been helping me a lot (: Thank you ! So yes currently chatting with love . He's got to go work soon (: I dont really knw wht im talking right now but thts okaay (: im having a long weekend now but im not too sure whether i have class tomorrow morning or not . If there is , there might be a chance of me meeting someone (: Suker ! Speaking of which , i really have got to finish up on my research . Shit ! still a long way to go ): Help ?

Okaay im going to stop now because ths ear is giving me problems NOW ! -.- So pain . Bye uh !

; ayeen ♥

i love you ; baby !

2010-03-26T21:46:00.004+08:00

Nice right ? Someone did ths (:
So good afternoon readers . Its a fine afternoon . Anw my ear is still in pain ): I dont knw why but my right ear seem to be partially deaf ): And painful .. So yesterday was tiring . We had our UG game day. It was not bad but many said it was boring . Well for them maybe yes , but for us it was alright . We had fun splashing water at them (: So first started off with meeting xiao hong at cadet room . I didnt go for my mother tongue remedial . Sorry cikgu radiah xD After tht proceeded attendance taking thn to the hall where we had our briefing . So they had their ice breakers and whatsoever . At the same time the gamemaster went down to set up their stations . Then it all began . I was dry at first and then i forgot who was the first person who got me really wet -.- I went home wet -.- So it was tiring running here and there . It wasnt comfortable at all . So yah .

Anw i hate people invading my privacy . Well maybe i should let out my feelings here . Maybe you should knw that i already knw you read my msg . In fact i saw you reading it -.- You told me to unlock my phone and straight away you read all my msges ? wtf ? Whats up with tht ? Even my mom or my siblings dont do that ? What's up with checking all my msges and stuff ? I mean there's a reason to why i put a password on my handphone . Because i have MY secrets ! i will share it with you whn its the right time . Its not right for you to just check it without my permission ! I was really pissed whn i saw you were reading my msges but i didnt say anything because i didnt want to humiliate you so count your blessings ! Would you get angry if someone jst took your phone and read all your private msges ? Well even if you like tht , i dont . Maybe im not the type of person who like other people reading my msges . Call me sensitive or whatever shit , but i jst dont like it . Im not making ths a big fuss or whatsoever but im jst trying to let you knw tht wht you did was wrong . If it was other people , how do you think they would react ? What if they jst snatched that phone or something ? I didnt want to do that . But what im pissed about is that you jst read my msges jst like tht ! Its like you dont respect my privacy ! i dont do that to you do i ? -.- its really irritating . It gets on my nerves you knw ! Im really trying my best to control my words right now . So please for goodness sake ! Stop it ! And now you already knw my secret . what else do you want from me ?! I have my reasons for keeping it to myself and there you are trying to knw abt it ! irritating man ! Forget it uh ! i dont see any point in getting angry anymore . You already knw , i cant possibly erase that out of your mind right ? -.- Jst stop being like tht will you ! youre really different now !
im done . This actually spoiled my whole day ! thanks a lot ! You knw who you are right ? You dont need me to spell out your name do you ? Yes im purposely making ths so obvious so that you will knw !

Whatever uh bye !
; ayeen ♥
i love him <3

You guys want to knw who is 'him' ? Well maybe you should ask tht person invade my privacy ! -.-

2010-03-23T21:33:00.003+08:00

Hellu ! (:
Its 10.06 pm right now and im blogging instead of doing my F&N coursework . I mean cannot be helped ! I dont knw how to continue from where i stop ! ): Anw now watching CSI . Someone wanted to reach home before 10 pm but still in the slow bus . LOL ! xD So yah . School was fine jst now . i like the prawn joke ! And ohh Mirabelle's boyfr is cool , right Mirabelle ? xD hahah . Went to school late because i prepared my breakfast . So i was thinking since im gg to be late for school , it wont kill me to prepare breakfast for mom as well right ? (: So good ! So the day went quite fast i can say . Remedial cancelled . Met someone today (: xoxo

I dont knw why im having flu right now and its really cold here . Ohh was supposed to have our speech day rehearsal today but postponed to thursday and thursday is the 25th ! hahah xD So yah . And i have training tomorrow . Its like 3 days in a row . TIRED ! xD Nehmind hopefully ths will be my last year (: I really should start on my F&N coursework like now ? ....

Okaay i have to keep motivating myself to not be lazy and refrain from doing unnecssary things ! -.- I'll end here . Im gg to be a good girl and start on my coursework now .

Goodnight Readers (:

You , I Love You So Much (: xoxo

; ayeen ♥

2010-03-21T20:10:00.002+08:00

Hello readers . Been awhile since i last blogged . Feels weird though . Been really busy with school work . No time for myself . xD March holiday is already ending and i really hate knowing the fact tht monday is like tomorrow . Can i not go to school ? xD We did not have any break for our march holidays because we had class straight -.- But that's okaay . At least its better thn staying at home doing nothing . Okaay speaking of which , i have yet to complete my homeworks . I have social studies and malay to complete . Maths ? Im not sure whether i have or not . F&N research is not done yet and we have to submit it this week . what the hell ? im really rushing for time . xD Ohh last 2 days was my HRC . Great way to destress ! The flying fox was great ! i got to go for it twice ! (: Luckily our group did not need to go for the Advanced rope challenge (ARC) . All in all it was fun ! (: See ths is what happens whenever i want to blog . Before that , i will have all kind of ideas and when i start to blog , suddenly my mind will go blank . -.-

Jst now woke up at ard 12 . Started cleaning up the house and eventually got to my homeworks . I have completed 1 surat so far xD Lol ! im easily distracted . Have to stop that ! I dont knw why but recently i have been sleeping early . Like seriously ! Maybe because of the bear xD basically i did nothing today like no activity at all . i have school tomorrow and i dont feel like going . Currently texting love (: i shall post more whn i have the time to .

Yesterday someone very busy studying (: Anw i love you ! <3

; ayeen

2010-01-25T13:06:00.002+08:00

hahah . ths is so funny . i think im chatting with a computer and not a real person . lets see the chat below .

ShariceClaesyv1839@hotmail.com says:
hello i wanted to chat with you i saw your profile and was hoping we could get to know each other and maybe exchange phone numbers after a while
- ɑǐŋ Άzíz says:
you are ?
ShariceClaesyv1839@hotmail.com says:
hiiii, how are you?
- ɑǐŋ Άzíz says:
you are ?
ShariceClaesyv1839@hotmail.com says:
I'm great thanks for chattin with me
- ɑǐŋ Άzíz says:
you are ?
ShariceClaesyv1839@hotmail.com says:
so did u get my buddy invite?
- ɑǐŋ Άzíz says:
you are ?
ShariceClaesyv1839@hotmail.com says:
ok cool! whatcha up to? im super f'n bored here lol
- ɑǐŋ Άzíz says:
you are ?

hahahah . the 'person' jst wouldnt answer to my computer . thats why i say im chatting with computer (:
takecare readers (:

2010-01-21T15:44:00.002+08:00

GOOD AFTERNOON readers (:
thank god . finally back with a brand new post . Lets see , whn was my last post ? Im not too sure . So okaay . Its already the 3rd week of school . Today is Thursday which means tomorrow is Friday . Okaay lame . Who doesnt knw tht ? -.- So i already got my O level F&N topic and i have got to admit its quiet difficult for me as im not really good at coursework but hey theres no harm in trying right ? I'll try my best . We were given 2 questions to choose from and i chose the one that has got something to do with obesity . Though it might be a very lengthy coursework but at least its better thn to have a short coursework . I need the marks people . So i guess i have to start preparing what i have to do . I think im gna do a survey . That'll be part of it . That should be easy right ? Yeah sure :D hahah . Ohh yes speaking of which we have structured remedials every day after school . So mdm sarina already said tht we'll be discussing abt our f&N coursework during the structured remedials but im excused fr the remedials because i have got campcraft training ! What the hell ? Its O levels we're talking about here ! ): Sadly even if i want to go for the structured remedial , i still have to go for the campcraft training . Tell me people how am i suppose to make up for the remedial ? Maybe i'll arrange for another day with teacher . I have to ): Okaay lets not talk abt tht . Recently , very tiring . Every day whn i get home it'll be like around 4 gg 5 . after which i'll take a short rest and thn bath and thn start revising . I'll stop at 7 to watch my chinese show and thn resume with my homework . Then i'll sleep . At times whn i need to distress , i'll on the computer . But whn i do so , i'll end up putting my homeworks aside and go to sleep . That's why i decided to use the computer in school instead . That'll be better . So later once i reach home , first thing to do , PEE ! i really got to pee now . cannot take it ! ahaha . okaayokaay . Lets get serious . once i get home i'll do the same thing . I dont think i'll go online . Ohh yes people , my prepaid is low . I dont think i want to top up yet so that i dont have to check my handphone frequently in class and i dont feel like texting people for now . Maybe if i really need to , i'll go online so yah :D

Ohh lets update about today and thn im done . Pardon me for the long post today . You have to understand , i have not updated for quite a while now . :D

Okaay so today went to school as per normal . Then skipskipskip . Structured remedial jst now , had physics test and i seriously need to buck up on that . i literally forgot almost everything tht i have learnt last year -.- ! SHIT ! I think i have a problem with myself which im not too sure . You might say its nonsense or whatsoever but i think im born not to study . hahahah ! wth ? Okaay no . what i meant was however hard i try to concentrate in class , okaay no . lets rephrase it . Even though i do concentrate in class and understand all that the teacher's teaching , after a while i tend to forget it . How to cope with ths problem ? i have a memory problem ! hahah . So i think i have to work extra harder thn the rest . -.- Okaay . OH YES ! not to forget . I seriously need tuition on my POA ! i dont understand a single thing that mrs heng is teaching even though i tried . Now this is really a problem . I either have tuition on poa or drop poa . ):
okaay i think ths post should be long enough to last me for another few months ? hahah :D

okaay im done . i have nothing more to bitch about . takecare people .

; ayeen ♥

& to you . Its okaay if you hate me , as long as you knw the actual reason , my conscious are clear . I still want to be friends with you but its totally up to you . (:

those who dont knw , dont bother asking alright :D

2010-01-05T15:39:00.002+08:00

Good Afternoon readers (:
Tht picture above describe hilmie the best :D
its been awhile since i last update . not even on new year . sorreh . hahah :D
although 2oo9 had been a hell of a ride , i still enjoyed every moment of it . Hope 2o1o will be a more fruitful year . like what i told hilmie , my new year resolution is to save more money and definitely to pass my O's well :D I hope i can . So in order to do tht , i have to go online less often . :D Tht will explain why i wont be updating so much . xD So yes . recently havent been doing anyth much . Ohh yes ive been tweeting alot recently ! :D tweeting is a whole lot easier thn blogging . its like whn you have random thoughts , its jst a text away unlike blogging where i have to go online and think of a lot of thing before updating and stuff like tht . so yah . do look out for my twitter :D

its already the 5th day of january but nothing seem to have changed for me . School ? Well im sleepy most of the time . i do knw tht i have to kick tht habit because im having my O's ths year but tht will take sometime . That's the reason why i made twitter notebook . hahha :D its like iman and i came up with the idea of coming up with twitter notebook so tht whenever we have random thoughts , we could write it in there instead of texting . at least its free :D hahah (:
Furthermore we dont really have to hide while writing in it unlike texting . ^^ See theres a lot of advantages in making a twitter notebook . So yes . jst now in the class , i almost fell asleep knw but i told myself cannot because later im gna miss out on the important things fr O's . I might sound excited for my O's but for sure im not . Im more to scareed ! I hope i can pass . Shit . i should really get off the computer . Okaay so im running out of words to say . i want to finish up on the video for tomorrow's presentation . Takecare readers . bye .
; ayeeen♥

2009-12-21T15:57:00.002+08:00

GOOD AFTERNOON readers (:

Currently watching Single Santa Seeks Mrs Claus on Hallmark channel . So fun :D Okaay so now waiting for mom to finish work after tht maybe we're catching a muvee together (: We'll see . Jst now went to school at almost 10 ? Its like im suppose to reach thr at 9 but i went got breakfast with mom and dad so end up being late . hahah . i didnt do much fr the relay system though but its okaay . So after which at 11 was lunch break fr all up till 1 . went to mcD and used the internet there while xiaohong and dzul eat their lunch . ^_^ Saw sir .. Whats tht name ? Zul ! Yes ! Sir Zul ! He's working at fajar mcD as the person who deliver the thingy uh . So okaay . After tht headed back to school and it was almost 1 . Me and Xiao Hong found wireless in the classroom . so lucky . Nicholas didnt get the connection . hahaha ! So while mr koh was talking , we were like sending the noisy emoticons . luckily i off-ed my speaker (: Funny man . okaay skipskipskip . Nothing much . Now jst waiting . I have to get ready now . now is 4.o4 pm and we're suppose to fetch my mom at 43o pm -.- i feel like sleeping now . no kidding ): hahaha . okaay takecare readers . bye :D

; ayeen♥

2009-12-18T09:23:00.003+08:00

"You Know Youre In Love When You Cant Fall Asleep Because Reality Is Finally Better Than Your Dreams (:"
GOOD MORNING readers (: Like finally a brand new post . Well okaay currently in school now because im having my meeting later on at 1o.3o am but im here way earlier like ard 8 ? ahah . That's because i have to do the npcc thingy now the powerpoint slides and newsletter . Have to show to Ms Tan later on -.- Ohh speaking of which , on the day of the orientation itself , i have to present ! Shit ! i have stage fright :D Nehmind anyth fr Npcc (: After ths meeting , going to go out with mom and sister . Some quality time together (: Prolly going to Suntec City dont knw fr wht . She took leave because she wants to walk around -.- aper jer . hahah . Right now im FREEZING ! xD Its super cold right now because the air con is directly above me -.- So yesssss .

Im HUNGRAAAAAAAAAAAY ! ):
I need my breakfast .
I dont knw wht to wear later on .
Hmmmmm .
Ths Computer is slow .
I want to EAT EAT EAT !
I need a jacket or something right now .. Like really !
COLD !
FOOD ! haha .

Okaaay so done with tht crap . Anw lately life has been a roller coaster (thts wht they say whn life's not really going your way) . Things happen .. Okaay enough abt tht . Now i have to continue on my research (: Have fun genties and ladman ! (Okaay you dont understand right ? hahahahha !) So takecare readers .

; ayeen♥

2009-12-17T12:24:00.004+08:00

Currently in McD at Fajar . Doing some powerpoint slides with Xiao Hong . We have to do on our cca during the cca orientation . And worst still , i have to present on stage and what not ? i have stage fright . freak ! hahaha . nehmind because of npcc , can one laa ^_^ hahaha . Now confident , later on stage , im gna pee in my pants -.- So now have to start typing on my speech and do the powerpoint slide as well as the newsletter . haiyaaaah . Okaay so i'll update again whn i can . takecare readers (:

; ayeen♥

Hilmie

2009-12-15T10:16:00.005+08:00

Things happens fr a reason . Sometimes its jst out of our own league but i guess i went too far this time . Twice should be more thn enough and i guess it was already the last straw fr you . I understand therefore i think no explanation will make any difference . Even so , i'll explain it here so at least you knw why i did wht i did . Im typing here in public to tell you how sorry i am , to tell everyone who's coming here to read my post what i have done to you and to clear the air . I Hurt You badly i admit . I created tht tumblr was jst so i could express how i feel deep deep inside . I have been bottling up the feelings for so long and people say its not good bottling up the feeling therefore i came up with the idea to start a private tumblr . I didnt knw things could get ths bad . I guess i didnt think of the consequences beforehand . I created tht tumblr for only one purpose . To let out wht i feel inside . at least tht tumblr allows me to let out how i feel , what's happening around me etc . I didnt knw tht it can hurt someone so badly . So let me begin with the explanation . I couldnt get over him back thn . Its very hard . You might say ask you how you got over it and tht you had a relationship tht lasted fr 2 yrs . Different people have different encounter . Its jst very hard . You have to understand ths . I tried ! If you dont believe , you can ask farit himself . i did tried to let him go . But no ! The feeling came back . So wht was i suppose to do ? i cant control it can i ? I did try to let go but its very hard . You wont really knw how hard it is . Try being in my shoes . i understand youre hurt but im hurt as well . i was in a dilemma back thn and i tried to think of smth to get away frm all ths but it didnt work . I was trying to find a solution to all ths but there wasnt any . Looking at the situation now , i dont think anyth can help . Not even ths explanation , no one , what more an apology ? Im not asking you to talk to me or forgive me after reading ths , i jst wanted to let you knw . Since you wanted my explanation , here it is . Im not being a coward and post it over at my private blog so only you can read it , instead im typing it here so tht everyone can see tht i made a huge mistake . Yes i did and im not ashamed to admit to it . Not tht im proud of it but i guess i have to admit to my mistake . and i understand you have made the decision to leave me . its not easy fr me because i told you if it was tht easy , i wouldnt be crying because of tht but .. i dont knw . so here's the explanation . though its hard to put everyth into words , i tried . but there's more but i dont think i'll type it here . I jst want to say sorry i hurt you Hilmie . It wasnt intentional but it wasnt necessary either . Im trying my best to mend ths thing back . This is jst another phase where i have to go through . Like what Zubaidah said , " There isnt any explanation . You dont have to find any because there isnt at all . What more , it involves our own feelings . We cant run but we can fight them away . you should knw your feelings better than anyone . " Maybe wht your friend said was true . Jst maybe im not the right one for you . Oh yes so im taking ths opportunity to thank Zubaidah as well as Ershad Biggie fr comforting me . Thanks alot ! (: Currently in school for meeting . Woke up with a bad headache as well as swollen eyes . Feels like i got punched last night . hah . alright im done .

Guess ths is enough . the situation is already so bad , i dont want to make it worse . Again im sorry Hilmie . ): takecare readers .

; ayeeen ♥

2009-12-14T14:40:00.004+08:00

Weehooooo !
GOOD AFTERNOON readers (:
Okaaay im going to start storytelling about my STC ! I had So much FUN ! Best Camp i ever attended seriously (: So i guess ths is going to be quite a long post . If you , yes you dont feel like reading , wht i suggest you do now is jst close ths tab (: Lets start with the first day .
Day 1 .
Woke up at 53o . Got changed and headed to school . Boarded the bus at around 63o ? I cannot remember . Reached Changi Jetty and headed to Pulau Ubin . Reached Pulau Ubin and started walking towards our Campsite . We stopped at Nordin Campsite while the Sec 2s went over to Bahru Campsite . So settled down . Ard 9 like tht all the activity start . So our first activity was Jetty Jump . Okaay as i was afraid of heights , i had doubts on whether i should jump or not . Lets say if i die , dont have insurance how ? hahah . okaay so at last i still jump . it was Greaaaaat ! Next activity we went for the Tunnel thingy . We had to go into ths small tunnel . tht was not quite fun but still okaay uh . 3rd activity we had to do fire starting . we were already late so the sir was like scolding us for not being punctual . Tht activity was quite useful though (: If i remember the sequence properly , next we had lunch . After lunch we continued with the rest of the activites . So next activity we went to the IRC . Basically tht was the High Rope Element . I really didnt want to go fr tht because i was really afraid of height . whn i was told to do i was like , "Shitshitshit ! " hahahah . But i mean i said to myself diedie i still have to try if not it would have been a wasted trip not to go fr tht . So i went . Whn i was walking up the stairs i was like , " Sir , i going up now know . You dont want to stop me uh ? " hahah . Here's the conversation with me and tht sir whn i was already at the top .
Me : Sir , can i not go ? later i die no insurance leh .
Sir : No you have to go . Theres the safety rope lah !
Me : yah laa yah laa .
* was prepared to go already . Sat on tht thing .
Me : Sir i dont want to go uh .
Sir : tsk !
Me : later i die how ? ):
Sir : NOOO LAAA ! NOW GO !
Me : WAIT SIR ! YOU DONT PUSH ME !
Sir : i never push you . okaay okaay . you put your left leg out first .
* put left leg out
Sir : now right leg .
* put right leg out , bring back left leg .
Sir : you dont bring back your left leg !
* Sir kick my left leg out
Me : SIR ! I SAY DONT PUSH ME ! ):
hahahahahah . Funny man he . And thn there is ths ladder for support uh . Thn i kept clinging on to tht ladder .
Sir : You better stop clinging on to tht ladder or i dont bring you in !
Me : TSK ! you purposely want me to die right ?
hahahah . So finish with the high rope element , i was like thank god ! Really scary . Whn i was down , my leg was wobbly . But im proud tht at least i did went on tht high rope element thingy . I actually faced my fear (: Okaay 5th activity was shelter making . I jst help with cutting of the twine . hahah . We had to make use of twines , dowel poles and ponchos . So yah our structure was not bad ! (: Good job Aninin ! (: After tht we had our last activity which is .. Let me think . i cannot remember uh . hahah . nehmind skip tht . So after all tht activity , we had our dinner + wash up time . Thn it was night activity . Our night activity was like they blindfold us and thn make us walk around like fools . hahah . But it was fun though . So here's the other conversation i had whn night activity . Theres 2 sirs . Lets name them Sir A and Sir B .
Sir A : Okaay everyone now sit at the bench according to your height . The tallest over at my left and the taller over at my right .
* So i sat at the most left . And thn he start asking our names and height . Whn it was my turn he said ,
Sir A : Whats Your Name ?
Me : Ain .
Sir B : Shhhhh ! He never ask you .
Sir A : You . Whats Your name ?
Me : okaay i answer to this sir .
* points to Sir A . Sir B was laughing . He purposely make me confuse
Sir A : Whats your height ?
Me : 167 i think .
Sir A : Why you think ?
Me : I not sure ?
Sir B : Then how to confirm ?
* i didnt knw wht else to say .
Me : Okaay i later check thn i fax to you .
* Sir B was laughing -.-
hahahha So thn there was the Ma'am kept on tickling me . Cannot take it seyy . Sensitip you knw ! Okaay so thn got ready our sleeping materials . We slept over at the canteen because it was jst a 2 day 1 night thingy so it'd be a waste of time if we were to pitch a tent . Slept and woke up at 545 .
Day 2 .
Had morning PT . Wah muscle aches . tsktsk ): Thn we had breakfast .
after tht we had our treasure hunt briefing thn it was treasure hunt . There was 6 checkpoints . My group first checkpoint was at the flag pole . Our instructor asked us questions and so on . The checkpoint tht is most .. how to say uh . Like can remember is the one at Nordin Beach . Where we had to lay down 2 poncho and everyone had to stand in the poncho and no legs were allowed to touch the ground . The task given was tht we had to turn over the poncho at the other side and have everyone still standing there . So i was the one who kept on touching people's sock to help turn over the pochos . ewww ! hahahha . But at tht point of time , i couldnt be bothered abt the socks . all i want to do was to make sure tht we succeed . (: Our group won the treasure hunt ! Slow and Steady wins the race (: So after treasure hunt we had the cheering competition . My group did not knw abt it until the very last minute . So we had to came up with the cheer . And suprisingly we did manage to came up with a cheer . All in all i think our group did really bond together and tht everyone was really ON ! Greaaat group . I love my grouping fr ths camp . After tht we had area cleaning . During area cleaning one of the sir called me with 3 other people so a total of 4 people . We had to go for dont knw wht interview . So whn it was my turn i went uh . Two sir again . Lets name him Sir C and Sir D .
Sir C : So youre Ain ?
Me : Yeah .
Sir C : okaay so do you knw why we called you here ?
Me : err no ?
Sir C : like seriously ?
Me : No ?
Sir C : okaay congratulations . You were nominated for the best female camper .
Me : err okaaay ?
Sir C : okaay so now we're going to ask you a few questions .
Me : okaay .
Sir C : Wht have you learnt in ths camp .
Me : Erm i did learn alot frm ths camp . The learning points i had was the fire starting and the shelter making . I mean its very useful if i were in tht kind of situation thn at least i would knw wht to do . Jst tht we didnt have a campfire . I mean whats a camp without a campfire right ? but because its a 2 day 1 night thingy , its understandable uh . So yah .
Sir C : okaay . So tell me if youre a CI , wht would you do to make your cadet listen to you ?
Me : erm , first i would start with a softer approach .
Sir D : Softer approach ?
Me : yah . Thn if it doesnt work , i'll try to be more firm . I mean it works both ways uh .
Sir C and D : ohh okaay .
Sir C : last question . Why do you think you were nominated ?
Me : because im noisy ? I dont knw .
Sir D : noisy ? In what way ?
Me : i mean like starting of the camp everyone was like so stiff so i had to break the ice and get things going .
Sir C : ohh initiative ? Okok . Thank you .
Thn whn it was prize presentation they say " now we're going to announce who's the best female camper . She's Ain from group 5 , aninin ! "
Thn i was shocked uh . i mean there was another girl who was nominated as well but she didnt get . Ohh speaking of which , this girl dont like me for no reason . She's From YI . So she didnt like me for i dont knw wht reason . I mean everyone also dont like her . She was one of the nominees . So whn i got the best female camper , her face changed . i mean wht do you want me to do right ? Tsk . Thn the teachers was like dont care about her laa . its okaay forget it . ^_^
all in all i love my group . I love ths camp . I love everyth about it ( except fr tht girl ) , I love the activites planned fr us . (: im glad at least i got to spend time out . Okaay im running out of words to say . I want to watch growing up now . takecare readers . Wow ! Longest post ever ! Tht shows how much fun i had . (:
; ayeeen ♥
to you :
i dont knw wht to say . you can think whatever you want . i mean i cant stop you right ? But please dont assume .

2009-12-05T00:04:00.005+08:00

"You can lie to MAN but you can never lie to GOD , you godamnit ! " - Hilmie (:

hehe at least i updateee . Sister is irritating now , dont make me ghost up ey ! HAHAHAHA ! cannot take it uh . Nonsense uh nie Hilmie . hahahah . So currently otp-ing with him . Tk habis habis dgn dier nyr ghost up and he jst burp ! -.- You better be scared (: and stop downloading , jst buy the album !

So today didnt do anyth . Jst laze ard . ^^, Tomorrow having schoool frm 715 to 330 -.-

okaay i dont knw wht to updatee anymore . At least i got updateee !

and tht 5o cents album is of no use ! xD

and oh ! i nvr say GOOD EVENING readers . okaay now is 12 minutes past 12 . Ey Cool ! Okaaay whatever ey . So its GOOD MORNING readers . and right now i have approximately ard 6 hrs to sleep (: So takecare readers . im done .

; ayeeen ♥

2009-11-30T16:29:00.008+08:00

Hello Readers (:
Hows you guys ? Hehe . hope everyone is fine . Anw lets now talk abt wht i did yesterday . Woke up ard 10 + due to some reasons . So bath and used the com up till .. 2 + . Got changed and fetched mom . Went to bugis because sister wanted to buy some clothes . So walkwalkwalk . Bought a total of 5 sets of clothes and 2 belts . So after which headed to Adam Road to eat and saw dad's friend and talktalktalk . Skipskipskip . Yesterday was fun eventhough the way im putting it right now is somehow boring ? Jst bear with me . Im not in the bestest mood . Not because im pms-ing . Dont knw uh . Maybe because i found out smth ? Whatever laaaaaaaa ~

So todaay stayed at home throughout because both mom and dad is working . i dont really feel like updating . i shall update another time . I jst want to clear my mind now .

**

Back from sending Safura to 205 . Now playing games on fb .
Safuraaa is soon going to be someone elses (: hahahah . okaay done . takecare readers .
is ths serious ? if not , im backing out . i need to prioritise some other important things .
Note to self : Never trust guys AT ALL . Girls , trust me never trust them . They can be so nice in front of you yet they can do all sort of things behind you . (:
Tht guy there ! yes YOU . if you have a guilty conscious , thn it must be you (:

*im ugly , im pathetic ):

2009-11-22T11:21:00.006+08:00

Everytime I see you, I can't help but smile. And everytime, that smile fades when reality comes back because I remember "I have no chance with him."

GOOD MORNING readers (:
Time check : 11.29 am .
Mood : Not quite happy .
heh , woke up at 1o exactly because mom told us to clean up the house -.- haha . So its been 1 and a half hour since i woke up . Anw tht phrase above , got from someone's blog . I love tht quote ^^ . So today i doubt we're going out because granny and grandad is coming over to our place remember ? Hmmmm . So i'll have to rot at home again . What a weekend ): Anw dad bought Prata home fr breakfast and after eating tht , i had a stomachache -.- tsk ! I guess i cannot eat in the morning because the same thing happened the other time whn we went to KL . ): Okaay so im very bored right now and i really dont knw wht to do . Sister's being an ass because i told her i wanted to use mom's lappy first and she went and use it . -.- Whatever uh . Yesterday was funny . Mom told me abt a picture . Somehow its very disgusting . Its a guy turned to a lady but in the picture , the private part (its a guy's because tht person didnt go for a full sex change -.- ) is clearly visible -.- hahahahahah ! and Pek and Sal was so excited whn they saw tht . Not forgetting atin as well . They kept on commenting on tht picture especially Pek . Irritating -.- hahahah . Im donee . takecare readers .
; ayeeen ♥

2009-11-21T20:14:00.005+08:00

Picture above ? Hmmmm . Well its the past .
GOOD EVENING readers . (:
Well guess what ? My saturday suck . Why ? Thats basically because i did not go out at all . I was actually Rotting at home the whole day . Woke up at 1o plus because mom told us to go and buy eggs . Thn i was like wth ?! hahaha . So after which made sandwich for breakfast and i used the computer till 2 i guess . Thn i proceeded with my afternoon nap and woke up at ard 6.1o pm ? So ate and here i am . You see . So simple yet sweet jst like me (: hahaha . Yes and Grandad is going for his pilgrimage ths Monday and we're going to send him off which means he's going to sleepover at our place on Sunday night . Granny will be sleeping here as well . And Monday , after sending Grandad off at the airport , me and sister will have to follow granny back to her place most probably because she wants to clean up her house fr Hari Raya Haji but she will be over at our place for Hari Raya Haji . Dont really understand why she have to clean up her place in the first place whn she's going to come to your place for Hari Raya Haji . But i guess she jst wants the place to be cleaned bfr she comes here -.- Okaay so probably going to stay there fr 2 to 3 days ): which means no computer for 3 days . Omg , how to survive ?! And mom gave a suggestion to bring ths lappy over to her place but i was thinking how in the whole world are we going to get wireless in JB ?! Hmmmm . Dont knw . Didnt want to sleepover at her place initially but mom said " What's 3 days in one year ? Jst spend the time with her . " Thn hearing tht , of course i felt guilty ): And btwbtw , tht rhymes . Year and her . hahaha . Okaay that's Lame i knw :D Andand not to forget , ths Monday , 23rd November marks the 1 year i have known Hilmiee . Throughout ths whole 1 year , i must admit there are ups and downs but lets keep ths friendship alive alright ? Love you :D So enough until here ? alright . and in case you havent notice , the word 'place' appear 9 times in ths post . hahah . i'll try to update further . I want to otp tonight . Who wants to otp with me ? ^^ hehe .
takecare readers .
; ayeeen♥

2009-11-20T17:12:00.004+08:00

I knw you guys will go " Awwwwwwwwww ! "

hahaha . Well i had the same reaction . Sweet right ? Totally . If a guy did tht to me .. I dont knw wht to say uh (: hahaha . So okaay let me do a proper start .

GOOD EVENING readers (:

Currently waiting for my parents to fetch us because we are gg to Diyanah's Barbeque which im not too sure is being held at where . So yah . All set and ready to go (: Anw i found ths tumblr uh which is http://shutup-andkissme.tumblr.com/ . Ths is where i found tht picture above . Like so freaking sweet can . ^^ So jst now went home frm school at ard 12.10 , leaving Safura alone until 1 because she had Animation course . Sorry Safura , didnt mean to leave you jst like tht but i really had to go . Sorreh (: Hmmmmm . Im very Mendakxzxz right now . Okay the xzxz no need , i knw . hahaha (: So what shall we talk abt ey ? Hmmmm . Dzul is being very irritating now because he kept on sending me the patrick laugh on msn . Irritating xD So whn is school going to start again ? Im really rotting at home , no doubt abt tht . Now im really trying to think of something to do so tht i wont waste my time because time is precious . Like liyana said , time is money . hahaha . But liyana , money isnt everyth . Its a necessity but its not everyth ^^

Cheycheychey :D Im really being random here . Its like whn i want to update , i'll update so much tht you readers will find it boring , but whn i dont want to update , i wont update for like what ? a month ? hahaha . I dont really knw whn is the right time to update . But so what ? hahah . I got ths two sweeet one . You guys have to read ths (:

Heart matters
Boy:
What should i do?
Girl:
Follow your heart.
Boy:
What do you think my heart says?
Girl:
I don't know... I'm not your heart.
Boy:
Well, you're most of it.

One more ! Wait dont go yet ! heee .

Girl & Boy have been best friends ever since pre-school..
Girl:
We're best friends right?
Boy:
Yes, of course.
Girl:
So be honest with me, who do you like?
Boy:
No one. I love someone.
Girl:
Ohh, she must be very lucky.
Boy:
Definately. I've loved her ever since I met her.
Girl:
Really? Well, since we're best friends, I wanna meet her. Go call her.
Boy:
Oh okay.
*Boy takes out his phone, dials her number and phones her*
Girl:
Wait, hold on I think I'm getting a call.
*Answers the phone*
Girl:
Hello?
Boy:
I love you.
awwwwwww

okaay im done . takecare readers .

; ayeeen♥

somehow im really getting tired of everyth . Im being honest here . Can we jst stop here ? Its also not going anywhere so i dont think its worth it laa . We'll jst be friends fr now because i think we cannot get along very well like how we used to . Definitely whn we chat , we're confirm going to start arguing and end up youre going to get angry . So whats the point ? I think enough is enough . Youre being jealous over trivial matters ? Lets stop here .

2009-11-20T10:18:00.003+08:00

True (:

GOOD MORNING readers (:

heehee . Currently in School right now . Safura is beside me watching videos because she has to memorise 2 different dance moves to present to Mr Dandy . So hard . Tsktsk . And to think i was in dance when i was in Sec 1 ? haha . Daaa SHHHH ! Dont laugh ! ): hahah .

Okaay so currently not in the best mood . So people , please dont get on my nerves today !

Someone already gave me attitude ths morning before i went to school . %@^# laaa . Is it wrong to go to school ?! Its not as if im going to somewhere else right ? Please laa for once have some trust in me . And youre telling me that im not revising and everything whn the fact is i have to go to school to revise because one thing for sure home is not really a condusive environment to study in ! ): " Balek jer on com " Wth ?! Thats because i do not have anyth to do ! What do you expect me to do ? Jst sit and rot ?! Ths is what happens whn you dont understand people ! Please uh try to be in our shoes for once ! ): Forget it uh . No point talking abt it . It will not make any difference will it ? -.-

So okaay i think Adil's back in Singapore alr . He came back at ard 11 or midnight i think . So okaay hope you enjoyed the trip . Moving on , im really hungry right now . No its im Starving ): Didnt eat breakfast . Cannot be bothered uh . So ..

Im really HUNGRY ):
I dont feel like talking to anyone today (although im actually talking to someone now )
Im pissed .
Im in school .
Guides having their camps .
Yesterday slept at 3 because i was playing games with Salihin but he slept first -.-
The library is quite noisy .
Isnt library supposed to be a quiet place ?
My M1 prepaid is low fr a few days now .
Feel like shitting maybe because im too hungry . no link <-------------->
The canteen's not open . ):
Im craving for Pepsi
I dont want to go home ):
FUCK

takecare readers .

; ayeeen♥

Have fun searching for it . When there's a will , ther's a way (:

2009-11-18T23:10:00.004+08:00

GOOD EVENING readers (:
Didnt get to do a proper update jst now because i was in the car and i already reached the checkpoint so ths internet does not support internet out of Singapore . (: So okaay . Throughout didnt talk to anybody . I jst feel irritated today with the whole family especially sister . *%@# !
GRRRRRRRRRRR ! ): You told on me jst to be the good girl ?! Have i ever did tht bfr ?!Asssss !
): On a brighter note .. Actually nothing happened today tht can actually cheer me up .
Anw Adil , I knw who Salomah already ^^ hahaha . Okaay finally off your chest . (:
So .... What ey ?

Iman and Safura are girls .
Peixiang is IRRITATING !
Hilmiee is Online . (:
Shuyi called me earlier on .
Farit jst bathed .
Im bored .
Im being random here .
I don't wanna be someone you need than you find. I've made you and important one in my life .
err ?
Im hungry .
Im pissed with Sister .
Mom's giving me attitude .
FUCK !
Angry .
Update my blog for the second time
Hate today very much .
Currently chatting with 4 people .
Facebook-ing .
Dont think i'll be private-ing ths blog .
End .

Takecare readers .

; ayeeen♥

2009-11-18T17:58:00.001+08:00

GOOD AFTERNOON readers (:

Currently in the car otw to JB ! Mood : BAD MOOD !
FUCK LAAAA ! whts up siaaa with the freaking attitude ? Fuck laa siaak !

CB ! grrrrrr ! ):

Forget it . Anw Adil's coming back tomorrow (: Something to look forward to .

Safura and Iman came to my house earlier on . Shall not elaborate wht we did . Actually nth much uh . hahha .

so takecare readers . at least i did update (: Thinking of private-ing ths blog uh . Hmmm .

; ayeeen♥

2009-11-15T19:55:00.003+08:00

GOOOD EVENING readers . (:

Back frm KL ths morning . Initially wanted to go back yesterday night . Around i forgot wht time but end up we went home jst now morning because dad needed his beauty sleep to drive . And so the journey was a very cramped one because we fetched granny . ): Couldnt sleep because had body ache . So skipskipskip . Reached home around 1 gg 2 . Got changed as there were some wedding invitation jst opposite our block . Thn home and here i am . Summarised version. (:

So tomorrow there's english bridging and meeting ): After tht holidays ! yey ! So i wont be seeing Adil tomorrow as he's in Hong Kong instead im gg to meet Zul (: hahaha . So yes .

Still worried abt Safura ):

Okaay im done . takecare readers (:

; ayeeen♥

wah gangster ! Relax uh . The girl will leave you one day (:

2009-11-14T01:09:00.002+08:00

Love tht picture (:
GOOD NIGHT readers .

Now is 1.10 am and im suppose to be sleeping right now because im gg KL later at 3 .

I have a course tomorrow actually and yet i have to give tht a miss because of this trip . grrrr ! Anw adil's going to Hong Kong ths Sunday and he's going for 5 days -.- Never mind . Dont sad2 uh hor ! Jst have fun over there and dont forget to buy me smth (: heee .

So okaay . We're suppose to sleep right now but instead , my sister is trying out her clothes and modelling ard because she dont knw wht to wear tomorrow ! Like as if she's going for some kind of modelling competition ! -.- hahah . So okaay . Hilmie is working right now and i dont knw why but i feel like i didnt talk too much with him today . ): Nehmind . Sunday i talk to him (:

And farit , i do have a lot of information . ^^ hahha . You dont knw frm where . heheh *evil laugh* .

okaay done . i dont knw wht else to update on . i want to continue webcam-ing with ths louhan . takecare readers .

; ayeeen♥

2009-11-12T11:50:00.002+08:00

GOOD MORNING readers (:
Currently at school in the library . Waiting for the meeting to start at 2 -.-
If theres no meeting , i think i would already be on my way home to sleep . haha . I dont knw why these days i have been really tired but the thing is whenever i sleep and i wake up , i would end up with a headache and it really hurts ! ): So yah . Anw i guess today will be the last day tht Ms Kang is going to teach us because she's giving birth real soon . In fact she shouldnt actually be here to teach us because the doctor said tht she can give birth anytime soon within this few days . hahah . Imagine if she were in labour jst now ? Definitely exciting . But im gna miss her for sure . No kidding . She helped me improve in my Chemistry alot and i think without her , im gna fail tht subject . So i would like to thank her very much and glad to knw tht she'll be coming to teach us again next year in April . But before april , theres gna be a new teacher and i hate tht . Maybe im jst too comfortable with the way she teach tht im gna find it hard to adapt to other teacher's way of teaching ): But whatever it is , i still have to learn to adapt to new changes . Okaay so moving on , yesterday was a bore ! Totally ! Except fr the fact tht i melt whn Sezairi sang in Singapore Idol . hahahahha ! Seriously he has great voice and he stands a chance to win tht competition . (: Go Sezairi . heh , So anw slept at ... lets see wht time did i sleep yesterday ? Hmmmm . I think should be around 12 or 11 ? Not too sure because sister was already whining about her wanting to use the computer . So irritating ! Attitude uh she ! hahha . (: So was webcam-ing with atin and she gave me ths video to watch . Its about a little girl whose parents teach her how to saw whatever at a very young age ! hahahah . The way she said it , its so cuteeee ! no kidding . With her rolling her eyes and her hand gesture . Everyth was so cute ! hahah (: You guys should watch it . But im not too sure about the tittle though . Try and find it . After which atin gave me another video to watch and she suck ! She showed me a video about the longest snack but dead uh . I sense something was already wrong and true enough . Tht video gave me a shock . Even though we were webcam-ing , im glad atin didnt see my reaction . hahah (: What only ! Then i went to bed after texting Hilmie without him replying because he was quite busy with im not sure wht . So Zzzz ! Woke up at 3 + only to find sister still using the computer . Is she craazy or what ?! hahah . I guess she was chatting with someone and whn i got up to see , she quickly closed the tab . haha . Sneaky . Thn slept again until 6 + where dad woke me up to ask wht time i want to wake up and stuff . Skipskipskip . Went for bridging and here i am . Adil was suppose to meet me and he's still having tht publicity ! -.- What only . And speaking of which , he's going to Hong Kong ths weekend for 5 days . 1 extra day thn me ! ):
No need go uh ? later no one is going to meet me after bridging . hahah . Zul will definitely wake up late ! grrr !
Okaay i think ths shud be long enough . I'll end it here .
takecare readers .
; ayeen ♥

2009-11-11T20:14:00.003+08:00

Random picture ):

alright . anw now Sezairi is singing ! Woooohooo ! heh . (:

Okaay end alr . Lets start proper .

GOOD NIGHT readers . hahah .

okaay so today i didnt go for bridging first because wasnt feeling quite well in the morning and second was because i didnt send my consent form fr the culinary skill because today is F&N bridging and we are suppose to go out of school . Lets begin from the start . Woke up with a headache and stayed at home throughout . So rested at home and Safura came to my house . Iman came after her Drama at abt 4 and thn we surveyed Akmal's House because Safura wanted to knw ^^ heee .

After slacking at my place , they went home because Iman have to get home to get ready because she's going for Singapore Idol . :D haha .

So okaay . Actually i have nth much to say fr today because nothing happened except fr tht i got bored because Hilmie went to play soccer and he havent text me up till now ):

Luckily theres some entertainment which is Singapore Idol , glad tht Safura and Iman came along , etc . So faster text me Hilmie (: heh , i want to eat . Im hungry ):

Tomorrow there's Chemistry bridging and i so do not feel like going for it .

But its okaaay . I want to see Adil's hair ! He jst cut it jst now . ahhah . After loooking at his picture over at his blog , very nice ! (: hahah . okaay i want to go now . i want to continue watching Singapore Idol . So i update alr hor Doctor .

takecare readers .

; ayeeen♥

2009-11-10T11:50:00.003+08:00

Love the picture . (:

okaay im back from HongKong and the trip was GREAAAT !

i wont post about it now because i dont have the pictures with me now so it wont be tht fun . So lets jst wait for the pictures . I didnt bring my camera along so i used my friends camera and tht explains why i have to wait fr the pictures to be uploaded first (: Once uploaded i'll post it here . And I went to DisneyLand Hongkong (: FUN ! heeee .

okaay lets move on with the story . okaay wait . there isnt any stories .

i mean lets start the post proper .

GOOD AFTERNOON readers .

So currently in school . To be exact in the library with Imaan and Adil (:

Zul's coming in a short while (: So had my lunch with Iman . Was suppose to have chemistry practical later but it was cancel because Ms Kang had a back ache (: hahah . Before tht we had maths and poa bridging . How tiring ! I got back frm the airport almost midnight yesterday and i slept at 1 after going online and now here i am in school . Woke up at 7 and i bet my sister is still snoring away . -.- She was very happy last night . (: Anw brudder's still not back frm KL yet . Should be back by 20th i guess ?
So what else should i talk about ? My day is fine up till now . Later ? im not sure . Hopefully things would be fine . Im very tired and so i guess im gna sleep once i get home . Probably going home at 2 ? i think (:

okaay im done here .

takecare readers .

; ayeeen♥

2009-11-05T07:40:00.003+08:00

Random picture . I Likeee (: hahha

GOOD MORNING readers !

Okaay now i only have 3 minutes bfr its 745 because im meeting Iman at 745 ! hahah .

I jst want to wish Atin ; Lohaan a happy birthday . I wished you in another blog . Do go there alright . I Love You Lohan (: Oreo coming . hehe .

Anw my daddy's coming up because he left his watch ! Wth ?! Came back fr the slightest thing ? hahah . Cute . Anw time really flies and im gg to Hong Kong tomorrow ): hahah .

I have to go now . Iman's heading towards my block already . okaay im late .
Sorry iman . :D I love you . hee .

takecare readers :D

; ayeeen♥

im going to miss you

2009-11-04T21:11:00.003+08:00

awwww . Sweeet right tht photo ? (:

I like . hee . anw let me do a proper start .

GOOD NIGHT readers .

or is it evening ? hahah . anw i jst finished watching Singapore Idol and Oh my god , Sezairi is freaking hot and his voice , makes me melt ! *melts* HAHAH .

okaay moving on . Faizal isa isnt tht bad either but i still prefer Sezairi . hehe . Anw chatting with safura now . (: She's mad at hakim because he's shutting himself from her . Or maybe she's too paranoid ? hahah (: alright . anw today i noticed tht my parents got home and they were in a bad mood . They were like practically screaming at us but we jst put on a deaf ear and continued with our own work . hahah :D For my mom i can understand probably she's PMS-ing but dad ? Dont tell me he's PMS-ing as well ? haha (:

Anw jst now i watched President Star Charity and my heart really goes to them . I really pity some of the people showed there . I mean sometimes i think my life is bad enough but i have to realise tht there are some other people's whos life is far more worst thn mine . So i have to be grateful . I dont knw wht to say anymore .

Grow up will you ? -.- How old are you again girl ? pfft ! ~

Anw i will miss Someone whn im gone ths friday ): heee .

takecare readers .

ILoveYou .

love ,

; ayeeen♥

2009-11-04T12:32:00.001+08:00

GOOOD AFTERNOOON readers ! (:

So okaay currently in school with this irritating boy , Adil . -.-

hahaha . Im hungry even though i ate already jst now .

Now accompanying ths irritating guy until zul come because they are having their dance practice and i have to get home ! grr ! hahha . I can bet tht once i get home , my sister will still be sleeping . what a pig ! hahaha (:

Anw bridging was fine . Revised on the old things we learnt last year like map reading . all the shit like 4 grid reference and directions . Oh yah today was geography (:

hahah . and i was like alone in class because the rest went for the soccer match and others simply skipped the bridging ! wth ! thanks ! (:

Okaay i dont knw wht else to say now . So takecare .

At least i got updatee (:

takecare readers .

love ,

; ayeeen♥

2009-11-03T07:10:00.003+08:00

GOOD MORNING readers (: hehe ,

So now is 7.11 am . Wah nice timing . haha , and im all set and ready to go for today's bridging which i knw is gna be a bore . So yah . Currently waiting fr 7.45 am because Amieraaaa jst woke up -.- Or did i wake up too early ? hahah . Either one uh . (:

So yah . Now watching rugrats and killing time and my stomach hurts because im very hungry . Anyone wants to go for breakfast with me ? ): heh , Im the only person who's awake and im hungry . irritating :D

Okaay im ending here because i dont knw wht else to say .

takecare readers .

love ,

; ayeeeen♥

2009-11-02T18:11:00.001+08:00

heehee .
Hello . Right now im currently some sort of 'using' other people's internet connection . hahah (:
tht explains why ths thing is so slow -.- But like wht my mom said , its better thn nothing right ?
So moving on . Today was the first bridging lesson and honestly , i did not enjoy it at all . First thing is because Mr Rozelle was already scolding us whn we first came into the class . Spoil the mood man . So after the bridging programme , went to the canteen to grab a bite . Hungraaaay ! ): Now im feeling hungry also . Hee .
After which Amiera and I proceeded to the library to use the computer . Nth interesting . Thn went home . Reached home , Slept up till 430 pm . Wah swee ! (: Thn woke up watch iCarly and parents got home .

Anw today is Diyanah's birthday and i would like to wish her a happy 16th Birthday ! I enjoy your presence and i wish you good luck in your future endeavours . Lastly , BEST OF LUCK fr your upcoming papers . You knw you can do it because Ngee Ann Poly is waiting fr you (: hahah .

Okaay i shall end here because im not even sure if ths thing will get publish due to ths slow connection ): booohooo ! But anw i'll try to make sure ths thing is published .
takecare readers .
love ,
; ayeeen♥

2009-10-31T15:42:00.002+08:00

Sweeet man tht photo :D

Angry , Frustrated , Irritated . Its a mixed feeling tht im having right now all due to ths stupid stomach cramp ! Hate it man !
How i wish i could make it stop NOW ! Its somehow killing me ! ):
alright . On a brighter note , Holiday is here already ! YEY !
But ths monday i have bridging up till 16 or 11 ? Not sure . -.-
Its jst like normal school only tht it starts frm 8 and end at 11 ^^
not tht bad yeah ? 6 nov im gg to Hong Kong and so tht means im gna miss 2 bridging lessons .
But the lessons im missing is english and mother tongue . Not tht bad i guess .
So after which i can rest till the 11 of december . On the 12 to 13 im having my Survival Training camp over at Pulau Ubin . Its a 2 day 1 night camp . Normally its a 3 day 2 night camp but they changed it due to the H1N1 . Yey ! So you see . there are the advantages and disadvantages of ths H1N1 :D On the 27th to the 30th of December , im having the Leadership camp thingy over at my school to welcome the sec 1 :D So yah . Basically its quite packed and tiring fr me but i can manage :D okaay and right at ths moment , ths cramps is still being an ass . -.-
Now im running out of things to talk abt therefore im ending here . bbye .
takecare readers :D
; ayeeen♥

* i miss you alot ):

2009-10-26T20:45:00.002+08:00

Hello .
Yet another post :D Today was GREAAT ! First thing , woke up at 8 in the morning , went out of the house and headed to school only to find out tht the teacher's couldnt sneak out yet because they were busy since it was promotion day . So we went to McD to have our Breakfast and throughout , Xiao Hong , Sharmin and I disturb Ganesh until he couldnt take it . Funny :D After which headed back to school and thn did our stock check fr the Flea Market which is going to be held in school ths coming Wednesday which means im going to miss the MacRitchie(sp?) hike ! yey ! i jst feel lazy these days . All i want to do is jst sleeep all day long but i cant because tht'll make me look like a pig :D hahah :D thn after tht , we went off to our own various places where i met Iman and Safura over at Lot 1 . Walked around because we had nth to do and thn headed off to Causeway to catch a muvee :D We watched Imagine That . The show was great . Okaay great is too much . I mean it was ok-ok :D hahah . Bought snacks and during the show , the two couples in front of us was like hugging and i was like "ehem" and thn they both moved away . hahah . I mean like wth ? want to do like tht , get a room fr goodness sake ! :D it was freaking cold inside the theatre and i felt like peeing throughout . after the show , i went straight towards the loo :D cannot take it ! hahah . And thn all of us headed home . it was a well spent day . ths is a summarised version of it :D hahah .

Weather these days simply suck im telling you . First its very hot and thn its raining . Either tht or it rained first and thn very hot . WTH ! okaay i really do not knw wht else to say . Maybe once ive figured out wht to write , i'll continue . hahah :D In conclusion , i enjoyed my day with my girls today . We made up plans on our future :D hahahah :D
takecare readers :D
; ayeeeen♥

2009-10-25T15:19:00.004+08:00

Peixiang's blog has alot of good quotes and stuff .
Greaat :D and ths will be my second post fr today .
Since i cannot copy and paste , i think i will have to type everyth .
So here goes ,

"Only once in your life , i truly believe , you find someone who can completely turn your world around . You tell them things that youve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more . You share hopes fr the future , dreams that will never come true , goals tht were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you .

When something wonderful happens , you cant wait to tell them about it , knowing they will share in your excitement . They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself . Never do they hurt youre feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough , but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful .

There is never any pressure , jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around . You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are . The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note , song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever . Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid its like being young again . Colours seem brighter and more brilliant .

Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didnt exist at all . A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day's work and always brings a smile to your face . In their presence , there's no need for continuous conversation , but you find youre quite content in jst having them nearby . Things that never interest you before become fascinating because you knw they are important to this person who is so special to you .

You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do . Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky , gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon . You open your heart knowing that theres a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart , you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible .

You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure thats so real it scares you . You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain a loyal to the end . Life seems completely different , exciting and worthwhile . Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are part of your life . ''

Finally ! Long man . hahah . But theyre very meaningful .
So yah . For you :D
takecare readers .
; ayeen♥

2009-10-25T12:50:00.002+08:00

Hello .

Well yesterday was great . Home alone with sister because Mom , Dad and Brother at KL .

So basically we had the whole house to ourselves . ^_^

First thing , went to Shatec at Bukit Batok there for our F&N the Junior Chef thingy .

At ard 8 , Mdm Sarina fetched me at Bukit Batok MRT . Went to McD and she bought me

hash brown .

Thn met Mirabelle over at Shatec and proceeded up towards the Kitchen Demo Area .

Briefing only started at 904 whn it was suppose to start at 830 ! -.-

So after the briefing did i only realise i couldnt make it fr the competition because the date

clashes with my hong kong trip ): the prize fr winning ths competition is tht our

food will be published at dont knw wht restaurant . :D Cool right ?

Thn the chef demonstrate how to cook 3 dish and after which we had to do the

practical . We had to cook the dishes tht the chef cook . It was quite hard as i was asleep throughout the time whn the chef was demonstrating how to cook the dish . ^^

Thn it ended at ard 1+ . Was suppose to meet my sister at bpp because she had a performance

there and i couldnt make it ): Then home-ed and slept because i was very tired . Woke up at 645 thn changed and went to the pasar malam . thn skipskipskip .

Finally webcam-ed with farit . Irritating ! he print screen whn i wasnt aware . jst so happen

we were doing the same face -.-

hahha . okaay end .

takecare readers .

; ayeen♥

*youre gna get upset .

2009-10-22T20:41:00.002+08:00

FUCK THS BLOG LAAA . im FREAKING MAD ! I WROTE SO MUCH AND IT DELETED BY ITSELF . FUCKFUCKFUCK ! THANKS ALOT . IM FREAKING TIRED TODAY AND THS BLOG ISNT HELPING MUCH BECAUSE IT DELETED EVERYTHING . IM VERY ANGRY . FUCK ! CHILL . FORGET IT , IM NOT GONNA RETYPE EVERYTH .
only god knws wht i typed earlier on . hahahha :D ths post is simply to tell you readers
im freaking tired today due to the swearing in :D thats all . actually i type alot !
very long and ths thing delete by itself . ASSHOLE RIGHT ? well fr those who went through wht i went through jst now , you'll understand wht i mean . SUCH an ASS blog .
takecare readers :D
; ayeen♥

* am still very pissed with ths freaking blog . thinking abt it makes me want to throw ths laptop away . hahah :D relaaax . life has to move on . i mean i wrote frm A to Z and its gone now . asshole . now no one knws how i feel and wht i wanted to write ! THANKS ALOT BLOG :D
YOURE THE BEST !

2009-10-20T22:50:00.004+08:00

Okaay . Another new updatee fr todaay .
Well bfr anyth , i can bet tht ths is gna be a boring one .
So you have two options now . You either close the tab now or you can read on

and waste your time :D Your choice :D

hahaha :D

So to start off , my day simply suck today .

Things happen . Shall not elaborate further .

Dont wanna ruin my mood fr tonight .

Chey ! wht only . Like as if im gna do smth tonight ^^

Ahh ! Dirty minded people ! tsktsk :D Go and wash those brains :D

Basically , School suck fr me today . Like totally .

At Cck , saw my friend's sister ^^ hahahha .

MRT-ed to Bukit Gombak at my mom's workplace

to have myFlu injection . I have to take the

injection jst so i wont be at a high

risk to get a flu whn in Hong Kong .

Troublesome much ? Very . Trust me on ths one .

The injection , fuuuh ! Pain knw .

[ ths is abit too exaggerating but jst bare with me fr while ]

Whn the doctor injected the whatever thing ,

my mom was beside me and i told her ,

'Umi saket ! ' Translation , ' Umi pain !' and there

she was laughing at me . Thanks :D hahaha .

But nehmind . A strong girl like me *ehem* ,

sure can take it :D At first , it wasnt tht painful .

But after awhile , my hand feel 'lenguh' .

I dont knw whts the word in english . hahah :D Figure it out yourself :D

Throughout , i was very irritating .

I told my mom i was very hungry and she told me to shut up -.-

Thanks alot mom :D

Thn dad fetched us and we went to have our dinner :D

Dad was very irritating because

he stole my seaweed chicken frm me eventhough

i tried to snatch it back -.- Grr ! hahaha .

Thn Home . I was suppose to REACH school

at 730 fr the Hong Kong trip Meeting/Briefing .

But i WENT OUT of my hse at 730 . How cool ?! -.- reached .

They talk2 and Home :D

And thn here i am . Blogging :D

So yah . Thts basically wht i did today :D

Boring much ?
I agreeeeeee ! But too bad fr me . ):

hahah . Okaay laa whatever . At least i update :D

takecare readers .

; ayeeeen♥

*things happen fr a reason

2009-10-17T17:13:00.006+08:00

Tht girl on top is Iman . She very pretty uh ^^ but she's very sad right now . So im dedicating ths post to her . Hope it cheers her up :D
Got ths from Peixiang's blog . His mom said it to him . I find ths very meaningful .
So we can use ths right Iman ? We can do it :D Dont cry anymore .
Not worth it my dear . We shall move on and forget abt it alright :D
Letting go is hard , but holding on to it is even harder .
You still have me and Safura :D We both love you alot sister . ^^

"Sometimes you must learn how to let go and forget about it . Sometimes it hurts and you feel like clinging on but it is not good to live in the past , you need to move on . You have to accept that your fate with that person is up and it is time to let go . Sometimes you let go not because you don't love that person anymore but because you still do love that person . "

Takecare readers
; ayeen♥

*Most guys are cheaters and jerks . Including YOU .
Give hopes to girls but in the end you either tell them its not working out jst
because you like another girl or you simply avoid them . What craap ?
If you feel the pinch , too bad and good enough tht you realise , Shitheads . :(
Oh and ths isnt Peixiang alright . No worries . (:

2009-10-16T07:46:00.004+08:00

Hello readers .
its 746 am right now and im all set and ready to go to school .
its suppose to be marking day today and i have to go to school . -.-
Purpose ? For the swearing in meeting as well as the Hong Kong trip meeting . :(
But i still want to go to Hong Kong and Paris in 8 yrs time ! :D
hahah . its approximately ard 2990 days frm now :D hehe .
So today i dont knw wht time the meeting will last till . Hope not tht late . (:
And finally EXAM'S OVEEEEER ! hehe . But waiting fr the results is killing me .
So yesterday , i didnt eat fr the whole day . Weird but i didnt feel hungry at all :D
DIEEET at the same time :D
okaay so i have to go now . its 750 and i wrote ths post abt what ? 4 minutes ?
hahaha . Coolios ! :D

The Climb :D
From Autumn to Ashes :D Cool :D

Dilemma , dont ask why . :D

Bbye . takecare readers .
; ayeeen♥

2009-09-29T23:34:00.003+08:00

RINDU !

okaay i miss tht girl up there . First picture , we took very long ago . we were showing the hankerchief in tht photo . hahha . Miss tht time ! :( Now shes busy with her stuff and i with mine . Its been like what ? Ages since i last met her ? Wht more talk ? :( Click the second picture to see wht she wrote on her blog . So Sweeeeeeeeeeeeet ! She still keep the stuff i gave her and the friendship band ?! Touched uh . Haha . Basically ths post is to tell her how much i miss her and those times . :( Hope i get to meet her very very very soon . Okaay bye . I love you readers but i think i Love Kak Mirah more uh . hahah :D

takecare :D

; ayeeen♥

2009-09-12T18:16:00.002+08:00

Okaay hello . Im updating ths fr Sukarno the doctor . He say he always read my blog only i nvr update . Harun says the same thing -.- hahaha . Okaay so Doc , ths is fr you :D hehehe
Today ,
Woke up at 510 . Got ready , and went out of house at 545 . Not to forget , Hilmie accompanied me otp because it was still so dark and i was kinda scared to go out . He sacrificed his sleeep . Sweeet or what ? hahahahah . Okaay thanks Hilmie :D
So reached Bpp MacD at the same time as Xiao hong whn she actually said she coming swee swee at 6 . She was late by 2 minutes ! grr ! hahaha . So waited fr the rest to come . Nelson came next and followed by Zi yang thn Farhin , Kerin and lastly Zarifah . Met the rest at bus interchange at ard 7 like tht . The fact tht we went early was to actually revise further on the topics but end up nth much went inside my brain . So bus-ed to HTA . In the journey , i memorised the notes and it actually got into my brain ! Amazing effort ayeeen :D So reached , changed and waited for Ms Tan and Mr Ho to brief us . Then proceeded outside the classroom and waited there until the CIs open the door . So paper given , we had to wait fr the Siren . Some confusing part uh . The siren rang already and we started doing the paper whn one of the officer said " There shouldnt be anymore movement , we'll commence the paper in 5 mins time . " and i was like WHAAAT ?! we start already . So end up we ended early thn the rest . So after everyth , go Home . In the Bus , it was so PACKED ! Like omg ! Then Kerin and I were sitting whn we saw ths old lady . Guess wht we did ? We gave up our sits hor ! Dont play play . Role Model ! hahahha ! :D Then got ths Bangla , keeep on staring at me ! Scary merry siaaa ! He stared like as if he's gna eat me ! -.- After which , people got off at Cck in front of Lot 1 and the bus was no longer packed . We went to Bpp because they wanted to grab their lunch and i follow suit ! :D They ate at LJS . But i never break my fast hor ! I can resist the temptation :D Then went home . I had to walk because ez-link wasnt enough . :( I had to walk under the hot sun , perspiring all the way and saw some irritating fellow . Sympathy anybody ? hahahha . And i saw ths guy . He was walking towards ths coffeeshop and he was wearing the kind of wooden slipper and the noise was irritating ! hahaha . From behind , he looked like Fabiaan ! hahaha :D Reached home , took my afternoon nap and proceeded to aunty's house . And here i am ! :D So buka-ing over here uh :D

Thursday , I went to school fr revision of Npcc stuffs and thn went home . Reached , my mom told us to go to her workplace instead to find my Father's birthday present . So MRT-ed to Bukit Gombak . Time really flies . We didnt realise we were there fr 1 hr . So Cab-ed to IMM to find the present . Ths is the disgusting part . My mom told me to sit at the front seat and so i did . The taxi driver had some growth over at his arm . Tht i didnt mind . But the thing is he was peeling off his dead skin and throwing it inside the taxi mostly at his place . If tht wasnt bad enough , i could even see him digging his nose frm the corner of my eye ! I swear im not exaggerating any part of ths . But seriously . And thn got ths yellow thing uh he had on his nails frm peeling off his skin . Dont knw whts tht call . I was so relieved whn we got off the taxi . I was like what the hell is wrong with ths taxi driver ?! Not hygienic siaaa . Then my sister said at the back of his seat head there , got alot of dandruffs ! OMG ! okaay i think im gna stop here . Talking too much abt it is gna make me Puke .
okaay im ending here .
bbye .
takecare readers .
Loves
; ayeeen ♥

2009-09-10T11:51:00.002+08:00

hello people . Currently in school library again . doing self study on the topics fr ths Sat's competition . okaay we have to cover up tp 16 topics and finish it by ths friday the latest and be prepared by saturday already . -.- i so have to crack my brains . wht a waste of my brain memory only . hahah . so okaay . i think i can only update regularly whn im in the school library because i dont have anymore internet connections at home apart frm my mom's lappy and i doubt shes gna let us use it . so yah . but the disadvantages updating in the the library is i cnt upload pictures and ths computer is an old computer . -.- i want to suggest to the school uh whn given the opportunity , to buy new computers . okaay wht the hell am i crapping ?

Moving on , i think im well prepared fr hari raya already . Syiok uh !
Hari Raya Clothes ; Checked !
Spring Cleaning of Room ; Checked !
Hari Raya Kuihs (my own word) ; Checked !
Painting of room ; Checked !
Hari Raya Money ; Not Checked !
What else did i miss out ?
Hopefully Nothing ? hahaha .
So far everything going fine :D Cant wait fr Hari Raya . Okaay its Next Sunday right ? ^_^
The thing i like about Hari Raya is tht the atmosphere , the family gatherings , eat the kuih all . NICE ! :D
okaay i think i have to go now . Have to complete my studies ! :(
bbye . takecare readers .
Love you readers alot :D Keep on tagging people :D

; ayeeeen♥

2009-09-08T14:50:00.005+08:00

hello . currently in school . Jst finished my malay oral . OMG ! it was so hard !
it was about neighbours . the teacher asked questions like 'apakah kaitan jiran dan keamanan negara ? ' wth ?! i didnt knw wht to answer ! i talked nonsense . in the end the teacher said tht i was okaay , confident but the last part abt tht question above , spoiled everyth . shit ! all the stupid question's fault uh ! angry ! >.< okaay stop abt tht . lets move on .

On a brighter note , well , today im going to paint my room ! PINK colour hor . dont play play !
hahah . Nice ! :D But well its not literally me whos gna paint uh . i doubt so . i think i will ask my dad to help us paint the room . My sister will willingly volunteer to help . so yah . everyth done ! hahahaha . But the thing is i have ths huge cupboard . How in the whole world are we going to carry tht thing out jst so to paint the wall behind ?! damn ! hahahah . well its okaay . we'll cross tht bridge whn we get there . I think some of you might think wth am i talking abt bridge and stuff . if you dont understand , its okaay . Move on :D hahahah .

okaaay im currenly inside the library . Did i say tht earlier ? Not sure . hahah . Well i dont knw wht time im gg home and i think whn i get home , my sister is halfway through painting our room already . So yah . Jia You sister ! you can do it :D woohoo ! Okaay and iman is beside me :D
Tomorrow i have to go to school again to hand up my Malay homeworks as well as to decorate the Cadet Room . :D So gna go to school like jst now uh :D Decorating with Xiao Hong . :D
hahah . whts up with me and the smileys !! -.-

Anw ths is already the second day of the school holidays and so far i have not done any of my homeworks yet ! cool or wht ?! hahah . no laa . i think im gg to start today or tonight or else im gg to start to complain abt my studies agn . -.- so okaaay . i have maths , physics and chemistry . its okaay 3 to go :D i can do it :D
okaay im gg off now . bbye . takecare :D
Love you readers :D
; ayeeeen♥

ILoveYou ^_^

hello

2009-09-05T09:49:00.003+08:00

Hello Earthlings :D
Im currently in KL now :D Got internet ! hahahah . Not really free because my mom had to pay fr it and it cost ard 3o bucks fr 24 hours of usage . But the 24 hour is still lasting up till ths hour :D hahahhaha :D Since i didnt have to fork out any money , thn its counted as free for me :D So okaay . Purpose in coming here is to fetch my mom . Hard to explain laa . So forget it okaay . Jst knw it has got smth to do with my brother's work :D Okaay so lets talk business now . Wth ?! hahahah . ^^

Yesterday , i had Parent Teacher Meeting (PTM) . It was okaay uh . But the waiting period was VERY Long . We arrived at around 8pm and thn we got to see the teacher only at 10 + . like wth ? That was because the teacher ( Ms Kang and Mr Goh ) had to talk very long to INDIVIDUAL parents . To think logically , if theres so many parents , jst cut it short and sweeet uh . -.- Too much . Whn my turn came , Mr goh talk sweeet and simple because i tried to cut the conversation short and also i think its because he saw my father's tired face. :D hahahah . Very fast . We waited fr like almost to 2 hours but we see the teacher fr like approximately 5 mins ? -.- So yesterday , talk otp with Hilmie . Fun ! Only tht there was ths one part tht suddenly both went silent . hahah . i guess i was too irritating . Heee . Sorry :D So finished talking otp at ard 2.35 am and i woke up at 3 to proceed to KL . hahah . So expected , i slept throughout inside the car . Whn i woke up , We were already in KL . Coool ! :)

Now studies , im coping very well . Looking at the common test result , I like ! :D haha . But the teachers said they purposely set the paper more to the easier side . Basket ! nehmind uh . i still did quite well :D
Okaay so now im in KL , and im probably going home tomorrow at ard 12 plus . Not really sure wht time :D okaay i think i stop now . At least i gave a BIT of details :D hahah .
bbye . takecare readers :D
; ayeeen♥

; already missing you :(

2009-09-01T21:14:00.002+08:00

Hello .
Last update before i go missing in action . Im not gg to update as frequenly anymore because my mom cut the internet connection already . Its okaay . More time for me to study . hahha :D So if theres time , i'll try to update using my mom's lappy alright :D
So today , slept till 4 + like omg ! What a waste man ! i could have done alot today . :( So wake up , bath and thn got ready to change . Went to JB . Walk at city square awhile thn go home . Got something happen uh . Spoil uh !
Thn now im at home . BORING ! Tomorrow theres npcc . :D
So okaay thts basically wht happen today . Nth interesting :( So okaay bbye .
takecare readers :D
; ayeeen♥

2009-08-26T22:52:00.002+08:00

hahah . okaaay finally im updating . The picture above is whn i webcam-ed with natasha . I had so much FUN webcaming with her . We talked abt stupid things . Well like people say a pictures says a thousand words . So yah . Hope those pictures is enough to show how much fun i had . Natasha , jom webcam lagi laen kali ? hahah . And dont worry natasha . I knw im Cute you dont have to keeep on repeating it :D hahahah . Okaay fullstop . Dont continue ey natasha . If not no ending :D

Finally Burdens and Stress all over . Common test are like finally over . Results not too good , not too bad either . :D But im very happy with my Geo :D I have alot to update on whts been happening past few weeks but forget it ey ? Too long . Lets not look back . Look forward to the future . haha .

So today i did not attend school because i went to make my passport ! At last i can go to JB ! :D So probably going to JB ths weekend to see Baju Raya . Too early ? Better be safe thn sorry :D Yeah ! So jst now . Woke up at 11 i think and thn got ready and all . Dad send us to his workplace to get our car . Funny uh . I mean something happened during the journey . hahah . Then went to the place to do the passport . And thn must take picture again whn i already have . They say the picture cover the eyebrow . Just one side wht ?! How come make IC can accept make passport cannot ?! Craaap . Thn take uh . Then went to TKC to walk around . Then went to Pasar Geylang . Got ths uncle who sell the prawn funny uh . He say ' lima lolar lima lolar lima lolar lai uh ' alot of times . Irritating ! hahah . Then shop2 buy the ingredient because my mom planned to cook fr buka but in the end , it was jst a dream . haha . At last we ate McD and Old Chang Kee . Very NICE ! So after Pasar Geylang we proceed to fetch my Dad frm his work thn went to IMM . Shopshopshop thn we go to McD . Then saw someone without a neck . Somehow uh . He dont look like he has a neck . and thn i said uh he dont have a neck thn my sister said , "adeq pegy buka sudah dek " hahahah . But true wht ! hahaha . Okaay so thts how i spend my day . Somehow i regret not coming to school uh . Today got Npcc !! Wasted ! Nehmind Friday still have :D

Anw i guess thts all abt today . Boring ? TRUE ! i so agree . One thing i suggest , Why are you even reading ths ? Go away ! :D

Okaay bbye . Takecare Readers :D

; ayeeeen♥

; i miss you

2009-08-04T21:55:00.002+08:00

So okaay . Currently jst finish doing the sample invitation card for the Passing Out Parade(POP)

because ms tan ask me to do . So yah gna show her tomorrow . Jst a simple one will do because she need urgently . So as usual gna make a brief summary on wht i did today . Today had f&n , we did coursework in the com lab . Teacher block all of us frm going to the internet -.- after which we had PE . Thought we had to run 2.4 . But lady luck was on our side , we jst slack during PE . Then recess . After recess was English . We did some worksheets and its Mr Shamsul's last day teaching us because on Friday he dont get to teach us because we're celebrating National Day . -.- Saddening . I dont want him to leave :( Thn it was Math . Mr Goh was on MC fr 2 days alr . Dont knw why . But its like stress free :D Thn chemistry and we learn Ionic Equation :D Its way easier thn balancing the equation -.- Break thn POA . I dread going to POA . Sometimes i jst feel like dropping it . What for continue if i dont understand right ? Then end of school . Went over to Com lab to do POA project and home . So thts fr today . As for yesterday . I cant remember wht are the subjects but wht i remember is tht i went to meet Hilmie because i wanted to pass smth to him and he did the same . -.- He bought fr me the new sim card and a chocolate . Not to forget the 1oo plus which i shall not say whr he bought it frm . Cannot elaborate further . Secret . But we talk abt random things and not to forget the cat ! hahah :D

Okaay so finally i update but not in detail . So Sean , updated liao laa . Fair hor :D

i think i want to go now because my sister is already asleep and i shud think i have to go soon . :D So yah . takecare readers .

; ayeeeen♥

2009-07-31T22:32:00.004+08:00

So thts our new unit t-shirt . Okaay dont mind the face , i jst took it jst now right after i got home . too excited ! :D Jst wanted to show the t-shirt . I like the new unit t-shirt because only we and the Sec 4s have the white stripe because we are stepping up as the NCOs or being called now as a Cadet Leader ! Chey action siaa ! hahahah . *kening up up * And Yes ! Finally i edit my own picture ! Okaay what the hell ? hahah . So yah . Let me do a brief summary on what happened today . First lesson was POA . BOREEEED ! i have difficulties understanding the topics tht Mrs Heng is teaching now but im catching up ^^ Chemistry was next and Ms Kang showed us the pH indicator and stuff . The period after tht was Maths if im not mistaken . We had a test . Im so gna fail ths test because my mind went blank totally at tht point of time ! :( But its okaay . Its jst a test . Common test , i'll try to make sure tht i dont go blank like tht again . Recess and English . We had to do an essay . Then it was the end of the school . Npcc , we did some drills . Well today's training was quite tiring but thn agn i had fun . Sir Saiful taught us a new drill . While teaching , without him realising it , he forgot to zip his pants . hahaha . It was hilarious ! After which we played Dog and Bone . Jst a short one . Thn home . Since its a brief summary , obviously i wont state every single detail . hahah . :D
Tomorrow im gna have to wake up at ard 6 am to send my Mom and Brother to the airport . Theyre gg to Kuala Lumpur as my brother have some thing to do there . Theyre gna be gone fr 1 whole weeeek ! Saddening ! :( So gna miss them alot :(

Moving on , im really exhausted ! I dont knw why but i feeel really tired . I can go to sleep anytime . Common test is approximately ard 2 weeks time . Im preparing myself now because i dont wish to slack any further . Seriously . Well theres alot to say but its very hard to express it out here . If only you people can read my heart . hahaha . Craap . Okaay im going off now .
takecare readers .
; ayeeeeeen♥

2009-07-30T22:47:00.010+08:00

Okaaay i love this story . Very sad . We had this fr our Gems Of Life in the morning as usual . Ms Kang went through all ths . Whn i first read this story , i was very sad uh . So let me jst share ths . With picture some more . xD So people , make sure you read until the end ! But in our version of the story jst now in school , they changed some parts . But its the same altogether :D

The Window -[ The title :D Like DUH ! hahah ]

Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room. One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs. His bed was next to the room's only window. The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back. The men talked for hours on end. They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service and where they had been on vacation.Every afternoon when the man in the bed by the window could sit up he would pass the time by describing to his roommate all the things he could see outside the window.

The man in the other bed began to live for those one hour periods where his life would be broadened and enlivened by all the activity and color of the world outside.The window overlooked a park with a gazebo. Ducks and swans played on the water while children sailed their model boats. Grand old trees graced the landscape, and a fine view of the city skyline could be seen in the distance. Lovely trees were slowing floating to the ground from the trees. As the man by the window described all this in exquisite detail, the man on the other side of the room would close his eyes and imagine the scene.
Days passed. One morning, the day nurse arrived to bring water for their baths only to find the lifeless body of the man by the window, who had died peacefully in his sleep. She was saddened and called the hospital attendants to take him away. As soon as it seemed appropriate, the other man asked if he could be moved next to the window. The nurse was happy to make the switch, and after making sure he was comfortable, she left him alone. Slowly, painfully, he propped himself up on one elbow to take his first look at the world outside. Finally, he would have the joy of seeing it for himself. He strained to slowly turn to look out the window beside the bed. It faced a blank wall. The man asked the nurse what could have compelled his deceased roommate who had described such wonderful things outside this window. The nurse responded that the man was blind and could not even see the wall. She said, "Perhaps he just wanted to encourage you.

"There is tremendous happiness in making others happy, despite our own situations. Shared grief is half the sorrow, but happiness when shared, is doubled. "

Good story right ? I knw :D But for those who dont understand the moral of the story , thn its okaay :D Sad . Sigh . hahaha :D Like what Ms Kang said , friends dont last . The group of friends we have now , its gna be temporary . We're gna have a new set of friends as we grow up . So dont get too attached to someone cause you'll end up being hurt once youre no longer close :D But having a best friend is nth wrong . In fact , its good . So yeah :D You decide fr yourself readers .

Okaay moving on , today was fine . Nothing interesting happen AGAIN . As i said , i lead a boring life . So yah . Lessons as per normal . I jst LOVE thursdays for the first week timetable . Very relaxing . hahha . After school , went to see Battle of the Bands cum DanceMania in the Hall . GOOOOOD :D To Safura and the crew , dont be too sad about wht happened . Its a lesson learnt there . Next time , jst have to practice harder cause we all knw you can do it ! Jiayou ! xD After the whole thing , we all proceeded home . Basically nth much happened today .

Studies , not tht bad . Im catching up like FINALLY ! I understand Math now :D But i jst need a condusive environment to study in and the best place is still school . At home , theres alot of distractions . So i want to be like Bryan and Mok . They do their homeworks in school first and thn whn theyre home , they can do whatever they want :D Good strategy . I jst hope it will work on me (: So yah . I think i should be going now . Its 11.06 pm and maybe im gna have an early night . Early ? Well to me , its early . hahah . So takecare readers :D

; ayeeeeeeen♥

2009-07-28T15:26:00.004+08:00

okaay now im going to do a proper update . Okaay tht picture is abit too random but i seriously do not knw wht picture to put . hahah . anw tht thing beside my head looks like a pink extension . xD hahah . So okaay . I have alot to update on since i have not update fr a few days now but i dont knw whr to start . So let me jst recap and give a brief summary on wht i can remember only . Erm , today is Tuesday . Last Friday i had Npcc and i was fasting . So after breaking fast at Geylang , we proceeded to TKC because my brother wanted to do his specs . After which we went to Cik Lina's House and i slept throughout . Saturday , went to Jemputan thn to Imran Ajmain's Launching of Album . It was GREAAT ! Didnt knw he had a good sense of humour . I certainly enjoyed myself there . The new songs were AMAZING ! Sunday , went to the airport to send Uncle Boy and Aunty Hanis's maid . Sad ! :( Soon after we went to Expo fr i dont knw wht . Alot of people . I mean its expected because it was the last day of the so called Sale . They sold alot of things . Like clothes and fruits especially . Mom bought one full bag of Rambutan fr $3 only . Then we went home . After tht watched Liverpool VS Singapore . The score 5-0 ?! Pathetic much ? Well no comment . At least they tried their best . Monday which is yesterday , went to school as per normal . Nothing interesting . Today , I never go to school due to some reasons . So yeah . This is wht i call a summary . Short and Sweeet :D hahahah .
I wanted to go to school today because there were Chemistry and POA test . -.- Okaay so yes finally a proper update . Actually i got alot to say but i think im gna end it now as i have to fold the clothes , do my homework etc . Never ending work . *shakes head* chey . hahah . and Sean , your jokes are Lame ! hahahah :D
click to enlarge i think ?
nonsense lor he !
So okaay takecare readers . i'll update again soon .
; ayeeen♥

2009-07-21T23:41:00.003+08:00

Well thts wht im feeling now . STRESSSS ! Theres alot of work tht i have yet to complete and a few topics tht i dont understand . And now teachers are buying fr us the 1o year series . Even worse ! How to cope ? Im not too sure myself . But i swear im trying real hard right now to catch up with the things tht i miss . Like really . But thn again , its not tht easy . Its stressful ! PRESSURE ! But i have only myself to blame fr all this as I was the one slacking during exam periods , I was the one not paying attention during class and thinking about other things . Well in other words , I was distracted back thn . But now ? Its Easier to concentrate only tht sometimes , well , everyone has their bad days you see . Life's not getting better in any way but its not tht bad either . So i jst have to make do with what i have . But not to worry , I still have Safura and Iman to help me ! Luckily ! If not , i dont see any hope in passing my O levels Next year . But i cant totally depend on them . I have to start doing things on my own . Okaay so starting it off with doing my homeworks and lesser time on the computer . I'll make sure i make good my words . Erm lets see , starting frm tomorrow ? Well maybe ? hahah .

On a brighter note , i had FUN in school jst now . Today is Racial Harmony Day ! :D
Thought the whole class would wear their ethnic costume but turns out to be like 2/4 of the class only ? Saddening . Not sporting uh you all ! So moving on , started as usual , normal lesson .
First was , lets see , erm .. F&N ! I thought we were not doing practical thts why i did not bring my tupperware and my apron xD Followed by PE . As we were wearing our ethnic costume , we didnt have to do PE . If not , we were suppose to run 2.4 km -.- So instead we took our height and weight . Well do not ask a lady her age and weight . But height , IM STILL NOT GROWING ! I'm 167 m frm last year ! What is ths ?! hahaha . After PE , was recess . So we saw colourful people with their costumes . NICEEEEEEE :D After which was english , and we had our test . Followed by Math . We learned smth new which is Bearings . Moving on , we had Chemistry and because alot of us did not bring our chemistry paper , we had to sit in front ! I honestly forgot to bring it but i completed it already ! :( Thn Break we took class photo and we had POA . I seriously cannot understand Depreciation ! I neeeed help . Anybody good in Depreciation topic ? Thn we had greenridge idol after school . It was held in the Hall . Only 6o people were allowed to watch ! Out of 1000+ students , only 6o were allowed ? Pathetic much ? This is all because of the PIG flu ! And as expected , Salihan was crowned the Greenridge Idol . Everyth ended at ard 53o . So yah tht was my day . Oh Oh not to forget ! I found a handphone in the toilet at level 3 Blue Block and $5 . OMG ! hahaha . But INTEGRITY people integrity ! Must return back . Not nice noe take . So i returned it to the General Office and they say tht im going to receive the Value Bear :D The handphone is the Samsung 5+++ i dont knw uh . So yah .
I think im gg to sleeep now as its quite late . Its 12 07 already and i have school tomorrow !
So takecare readers .
; ayeeeen♥

Racial Harmony so Peace no War (:

2009-07-20T21:41:00.004+08:00

Cute right the picture ? I knw . Well tomorrow we're gna commemorate(sp?) Racial Harmony Day . Im so excited . Well not because its Racial Harmony Day but maybe because we get to wear other races ethnic costume . HAHAH . wht kind of spirit to celebrate Racial Harmony Day .
Well in the past , i didnt think too much about this Racial Harmony Day . To me it was jst celebrating because we do not have riots over different races . hahah . But now i understand a little bit more better . I still remember whn Ms Kang told us about the 1964 Riot . It falls on Racial Harmony Day if im not wrong . It was Prophet Muhammad's birthday . You wanna noe more ? Read it up yourself at yahoo . hahah :D So excited to see who's gna wear what clothes . Well Iman is planning to wear Punjabi suit , Safura is going to wear Cheongsam and I am going to wear Baju Kurung . So we have multiracial ethnic costume !
So yah currently talking on the phone with Amiera . She suddenly called me when Im updating . Sebok only . hahahah . xD
So okaay I think I'm gna Summarise what i did today in this very short post .
First , went to school . Then lessons as per normal . After School , suprisingly everyone went home straight . Along the way they were making fun of smth which i shall not elaborate further on because someone might get offended if i write it here . xD
Reached home , used the com , thn Mom called to ask us to get ready as i was breaking my fast outside . So reached West Coast and I ordered Chicken Cutlet Rice . Not to forget My Roti John Cheeeeesee :D OMG ! So nice ! :D
So yah . That's all about it today . Now im having second thought on whether i want to go to school anot tomorrow . HAHAH . Reason being is because i have yet to complete a few of my Homeworks . I have F&N , Math and POA . :( No its okaay . Im still going to school because there will be Greenridge Idol tomorrow and I want to be there to give my support :D So its okaay Ayeeen ! You can do it ! Jiayou ! :D
So i think im gna start doing them now ? hahaha . Takecare readers :D
; ayeeeen♥

2009-07-18T22:46:00.002+08:00

Thats Hilmie . haha .

So okaay hello people . Jst a random post on wht i did today .

First woke up at 9 i think and called Safura because we already planned on going to gym this morning . So Safura updated Iman on whats happening . Before i start (even though i start alr) ,

i jst hope Hilmie and My Sister gets well sooon . All of a sudden , yesterday night , my sister woke up and said tht she was feeling unwell and she started throwing up . This morning , her temperature was 38 . + . Thn went to the doctor and the doctor said tht it was somehow food poisoning and tht caused her to get the fever . Pity her . She has been sleeeping frm jst nw . Well she need tht ! And this Hilmie nvr rest ! -.- So yah people , get well soon . You all can do it ! :D So moving on , after following my sister to the doc , my father sent me to Cck Stadium and i proceeded to the gym . Finish all tht , went home . Otw , saw Sir Saiful , and i was wearing my Npcc shirt -.- So got home , prayed , use the com awhile and i took my nap because was very tired . Woke up only to find myself sleeping again in my parents room . hahah . After praying all tht , on the com and webcam-ed with Hilmie again . He's not getting any better -.- So currently watching APM and chatting . And i think i have to go off soon because tomorrow i think im gna have a long day . Let me jst list down wht i think im gna do tomorrow tht is if my sister gets well . Wake up in the morning and go for our breakfast . After tht prolly going IMM and thn to my Granny's place to visit her . Its been awhile . After tht gna fetch my Mom and Brother frm the airport . Yah . Thts wht im gna do tomorrow i think :D

So okaay . Takecare readers .

; ayeeen ♥

fun !

2009-07-17T23:58:00.005+08:00

random pictures , but i had fun :D

Hello . Okaay today is GREAAAAAAAAAT !

I had alot of F-U-N today !
So okaay . The night before was supposed to talk on the phone with Hilmie .

But I made him wait and ended up we didnt get to talk because of certain reason

tht i shall not elaborate further . Moving on , woke up at 4 + and got into my

uniforms and stuff . After which we send My Mom and My Brother to the

Airport because theyre going to Jakarta fr APM . Talking about tht , im quite

worried abt them as i jst heard the news about the explosions in Jakarta .

Hope theyre fine ! Next my father send me and my sister to School . Then normal time-table went on . First three period was boooooring ! And then came English . This is the fun part ! Mr Syamsul gave me freee breaad because he promised me already and i

also got freee Oreo because i answer a question correctly . FUN or what ?!

After school , Safura and I went and meet my sister and Dee . And we went to Bukit Panjang Plaza . We then proceeded to Long John Silver because my sister and Dee wanted to have their lunch . Saw someone .. Shall not elaborate . Then we walked to my house . Reached alr , straightaway watch Drag Me To Hell . The ending is ridiculous again im saying .
While watching , i went online and webcam-ed with Hilmie . It was fun . Btw , me and Safura still sulking . We come as a package . Chocolates ? hahahah :D
After tht , Dee and Safura went back together . And then My dad , My sister and I went to buy my Sister's school shoes and then proceeded to KFC to eat . NICEEEEEE .

Then homeee-d and webcam-ed again with Hilmie . He showed me alot of stuff including his cat and the card he made fr me . So niceeeeeeeee ! Serious . Tht's the pictures above . Okaaay somehow or rather i think i forgot to list down smth . And i still cannot remember wht it is . So i thin i end here uh . Long enough ? I knw :D

And Hilmie , Get Well Soooon :D You very strong ! :D

Oh yar not to forget , about this 'old lady' , alot of people knw abt her already . I dont knw whether its true or not but i hope its not . Whatever it is , its better to be save thn sorry ..

So takecare readers .

; ayeeeen♥

2009-07-15T23:40:00.003+08:00

Old picture :D
Im running out of topics and pictures to talk about . hahah . So let this be a boring post alright ?
Hello readers :D
Okaay tonight i want to talk about wht i did today :D As you all knw its the same alright .
So i jst have the feeling to elaborate further . School started late as its Wednesday . So met amiera underneath my block around 8 and we proceeded to school . The heavy downpour didnt affect us too much as i brought my umbrella along . Only i did so it was like two person sharing one small umbrella . Imagine tht ? And amiera didnt want her fringe to get wet so she ended up having the most share of the umbrella although it was mine . hahah . But its okaay . I dont mind . But two person sharing one umbrella , Cute or what ?! Yes i knw . hahaha . kehh da siket2 ayeen . So okaay first period was .. erm let me think ,
Social Studies but Ms Quek did not attend school so Mdm Radiah took over . After which we had our English lesson if im not wrong . So Mr Syamsul's supervisor frm NIE came over to observe his teachings . And whn he first stepped into the classroom , i was already asking fr my bread -.- Sorry :D hahaha .
Thn it was recesssss ! Didnt eat i think . Wait i forgot ! Yah i think i didnt eat during recess . After tht i had POA and Mrs Heng wasnt in school . And its like the third time in one week ? Cool or what ? hahah . After POA was .. i forgot . So okaay in short , school was the same .
After school waited fr Iman because she had retest fr Chemistry , chemical bonding topic . Waited and so Amiera , Safura and I talk abt Hi-5 , Teletubbies(sp?) and pokemon ! hahah .
When Iman arrived already , we decided to go pending because she wanted to return Mel's jacket . Then homeeee-d ! :D

Oh yar i heard frm my parents abt this nenek(old lady) who sells Crackers around HDB like tht uh . Thn my parents say if the lady knock on our door , dont open because if we decide not to buy the crackers , the lady can send 'things' to our house . Whn i got to knw tht , i scary scary monsters oii ! :( But i try not to think about it too much . Insya'allah nothing will happen . And thn jst now whn my grandparents came , they knock on our door but me and my sister refuse to open the door until our grandparents finally called us to open the door ! hahahah ! Phobia ! I mean its better to be safe thn sorry :D
Not to forget , today i nvr fast ! Because of whatever reason tht im not sure of . HAHAH . Well tomorrow im fasting . Although i have F&N practical lesson tomorrow , but i decided to fast still . I mean i like to endure the hunger . And whn its time to break fast , i jst have the feeling of satisfaction like i achieved something . hahah . Oh yar 2 days ago i was fasting and ths Khairi and Haikal purposely want to make me angry . Funny uh ! hahha . Like rude like tht but i dont mind uh . So okaay i think i'll end here because i think its too long and i think majority of the readers wont read up till here because i think they think its boring and therefore i think i should stop now . So count the think okaay . Thank you . hahah :D
; ayeen♥

2009-07-14T21:51:00.004+08:00

Dont mind the face because however hard i try , its still the same :D
Hello people !
Today i fast . Full day some more ! Its an achievement ! wooohoo ! :D hahahha .
Happy oii . Only cute people fast full day ! hahaha .
Now im rushing fr time because my mom ask me to off this com soon . So im jst gna briefly rush through and say what i did today . Basically its almost the same laa like everyday . Today is no exception either . So yah . How boring can my life get ? You wouldnt want to knw . HAHHA . okaay so what now ? Oh ya like i said , i was fasting today but seriously whn all my friends eat in front of my face , im fine with tht . Fact is i'd rather see them eat :D hahahah . weird but true . I dont mind at all . Okaay so i think im gna end here because i have to massage my Mom's feet because its aching because shes working fr us because she wants to feed us . So go and count how many because . hahah . thank you .
Takecare readers . I'll try to update as frequently as possible :D
; ayeen♥

joker

2009-07-13T19:35:00.004+08:00

Currently : Eating the bread tht i jst bought at bangkit peanut butter and kaya

(nice or what ?!)

Topic : About what i did the whole day and some random things .

So okaay Hello Lovely People ! I so Love you all because youre jst too lovable . wht ?! hahaha . da ey ayeen . siket2 ey . :D

Okaay lets start off with the picture above . I got tht frm Farhin's

blog and i find tht meaningful so i decided to steal it although i

noe tht stealing is a crime . hahha . Okaay Ayeen ! Enough !

Let me jst retype the whole word here .

♥Life is too short

to wake up with regrets .

Love the people who treat you right &

forget the ones who dont !

Believe that everything

happens for a reason .
If you get a chance - take it

If it changes your life - let it

Nobody said Life would be easy

they just promised

it would be worth it ♥

So okaay i had fun in school today . Well started off being almost late to

school because i was waiting fr amiera to call my house so while waiting i took a nap .

all ready in school uniform . but she never call until my dad wake me up at 7.10 and

i realise tht i was late . So i rushed to school . Okaay i realise its like im writing a

composition here . But wth ? hahah . So upon reaching to school (chey upon ker aper ?! ) , straight away i headed to the toilet to tie up my hair . Skipskipskip . During pe lesson ,

Safura , Iman and I sat at one corner to finish up our homeworks . Soon after we realised tht there are some sort of like worms crawling at the ground ! ergh ! Disgusting !

Soon after it was Chemistry . I had fun during Chemistry because Ms Fan (sp?)

decided to do practical in class . And then Khairi as usual was making a fool

of himself . Funny ! After school , was supposed to go for the

Financial Literacy Meeting but Mr Lim did not turn up due to

whatever reason tht im not sure of . So i headed to canteen with

Mirabelle and we started playing Uno with Ika , Aini and Aisyah soon joined us .

It was fun though they asked me to keep quiet fr 3 mins or so because i was

too noisy . I mean no noise no fun you knw ? hahahah . And Homeed !

Here i am . And oh yes finally the tape in the toilet is like finally working ! :D

Okaay i dont wish to talk further because i knw tht maybe some of you

readers might not even read up to this stage because its too boring :D hahahah ! I dont blame you guys but who ask you all to read my blog in the first place ?! HAHAH :D

no laa kidding .

okaay takecare readers .

; ayeen ♥

2009-07-09T16:29:00.002+08:00

Terasaaaaaaa Rindu Di Hati :D

2009-07-01T20:35:00.002+08:00

Hello .

Well school hasnt been good fr me . Friends ? Some treating me like garbage . When they want , they take . When they have others , they push aside . Hmm . Well its okaay . Used to that .

Been feeling down lately because of a few things . School life is not the same anymore . I dont knw why . Maybe because people change ?

It feels like there are lesser and lesser people in my life now . Like everyone is gone . Why ? Im not too sure either . I jst need a tight hug now . :(

Okaay today is the third day of school . Its still the same . But i notice tht i can concentrate better now . No more distractions . I dont have to think abt other things whn im studying . Seriously easier . :D Good fr me . Jst now after school , went to meet alin . Iman and Safura came later on to the canteen . After tht Iman and Safura proceeded to the Art Room first to finish up on their art whereas we came later as we wanted to see their art . Soon after I went home while Alin and Noonoo went to meet the people at Pending and Atin came later . Amira went to the other side of Pending to meet haikal . So yah after reaching home , bath , got change and proceeded to fetch Cik Lina with my family . After tht we went to take our dinner and then to nenek's . So here i am still at granny's place waiting to go home i think . I dont knw wht else to say because i am feeling quite down now .

To : You

Well i dont knw if i should be saying this but at certain point of time , i jst hate your freaking attitude . You give me ths cold shoulder all of a sudden and then jst leave me alone . Bitch please ? And then another moment you come running back to me . What the fuck ? You think funfair uh ? You like you take , you dont like you leave . Attitude , doggie style laa oii . Stop it . I dont wish to make it too obvious here but if you feel the pinch , thn jst freaking change tht attitude okaay . Dont be sucha bitch .

Takecare readers .

; ayeen♥ :(

EHEM .

2009-06-27T21:00:00.003+08:00

Hello . :D
now im updating on this blog :D ive updated on the other blog as well .
i dont knw why ive been updating alot these days . Maybe because school's gna start very soon and im afraid i wont have enough time to update ? Well maybe ? So now what shall i update about . Life ? The same . This morning I went to the Gym with my sister and Dad :D
Good choice because ive got alot of fats to burn . Chey ! hahah . :D
Oh yar about Michael Jackson death , well its saddening but i mean what can we do ? God wish to take him away and so he's gone . But alot of people say tht his music will still live on . True !
But i dont understand alot of people . When he's gone then only they want to mourn over him , listen to his songs , pray tributes to him and stuff . When he's alive , wht do they do ? They comment on him and stuff . Well i guess , its natural for human to react this way because they will only realise and start to treasure tht someone only whn he/she is gone . But you cannot deny tht he's the Legend . He was the King of Pop so obviously people are sad . Well whatever it is , Rest In Peace , Michael Jackson :D

Okaay so enough about him . Now lets move on . Okaay lets make a check list fr school .
Uniforms : Not checked
Homeworks : Obviously Not Checked
Bag : Not Checked
Ready fr school ? You tell me .
haha . Lately been listening to Sleeq's song . I just Love one of the Song .

Semuanya Cun Saja .

*sings*
Lagu ini bukan di Radio setiap hari untuk mu
Lagu ini tidak perlu kau kembali kepadaku
Lagu ini hanya ingin kau fahami
Ku sudah teruskan hidupku
Semuanya Cun saja .
*sings*

okaay did your mirror crack ? Well if it did , im sorry xD
Just tht i had to sing . The song is superbly wonderful . okaay exaggerating .
hahaha .
okaay another song .

Lafaz

*sings*
Sanggup kau memilihnya dan tinggalkan diriku
Manakah ikrar janji yg kau lafazkan dulu
Puas ku mencari segala kesilapan ku
Berdosakah aku menghalangi kebahagiaanmu
*sings*

If another mirror crack , too bad fr you . ahhaha .
but its very nice . i prefer sarah aqilah version thn Nana version .
okaay enough crapping . i should go now . i have to get ready because im going booooooowling
in a while .
so takecare .
i'll update soon .
Love ,
; ayeen♥

moving on

2009-06-25T16:02:00.002+08:00

Hello .
so okaay . i've decided to move on . no use thinking about the past
because its jst going to slowly kill me inside . i admit i was very
heartbroken whn i found out tht he was somehow cheating on me .
but what the hell ? he's with a new girl now . i jst hope tht he's gna be happy
with her and tht they'll last long . just dont do the same thing to her because
trust me , it hurts . its amazing how someone can move on tht fast huh ? Hmm .
i shall not elaborate further . so yah . i have decided to start afresh .
not going to think about going into anymore relationships because to me
all guys are the same . seriously , no guys have actually proven tht they can stay
faithful to just one girl . i guess one girl is not enough yeah . im not aiming this to jst him , but
to basically majority of the guys . whoever who feel the pinch . sorry yeah . :D
so okaay . life's been hard on me lately . one problem after the other . its nvr gonna end .
why am i like so depressed ? i have to learn to solve the problems calmly .
cannot always be stressed out . hahah :D
relaaax .

oh so about holidays . basically i spend the ferst 2 weeks of my hols in school .
i had alot of actvities . phew ~ tiring . third week was fine for me .
i enjoyed and took alot of rest . today is already the fourth week and we're starting school in
approximately 3 days . cant wait ! im excited but at the same time i dread going to
school because all my homeworks are not completed ! -.-
i kind of forgot how to do some of the homeworks . the e-learning
fr math , i did about 27 questions only out of 6o ?! i should have started earlier .
this is me . im a very last minute person and thts not a good thing and of course im not
proud of it . haha .
fourth week , monday and tuesday , i had a malay cluster west thingy and my sister happen to
be there as well . and not to forget , my sister's poa holiday assignment is the exact same
paper as mine ! how can tht be ?! hahahha .
okaay laa i think im going to un-private this blog real soon . maybe after i re-edit everyth thts
not suppose to be in here .
lastly , before i forget , i want to thank my dear nurul diyanah aqilah for helping
me do my blogskin as well as the picture . i Love it :D thanks syg ! hahahah :D
so i'll end here fr now . i'll try to update as frequently as possible .
takecare .
; ayeen ♥

2009-06-09T18:46:00.009+08:00

:'(
this post tht im writing now is meant for
Farit Ismeth Bin Azhar .
We went through quite some thing together fr the past 2 months and it all ended
on 8 June at 1 am whn you send tht msg . I was devastated whn i read tht msg early in the morning and my sister was shocked to find me crying . yes you can say im a crybaby tht is because i treasure ths freaking relationship . but you on the other hand is ending it jst like tht because i guess you can no longer take the pressure ? yes im sorry if i give you too much pressure . or you cant take it if i cry because of you . not always right . whn we fight i dont cry . only on major issues i do . i admit its not your fault . its partially mine because i guess i gave too much pressure . i really dont want this thing to end . sigh . you always say youre a useless boyfr and stuff . well i dont think tht way only you do . everyone tht knws we broke up dont knw the main reason . tht includes me ! you tend to look on the negative aspect but not on the bright side . wouldnt things turn out better if we have looked on the bright side ? i asked you to make a choice on whether you want to stay in this relationship or not because i couldnt take it anymore because you asked fr a cooling period on our 2nd mnth ! imagine tht ! you might not think anyth abt it but i do ! i knw you said sorry already but sorry no cure . if sorry can actually solve everyth , why would there be laws and police and all . make sense ? i dont want to break up with you ! and i doubt i'll be able to get over ths . its like an obsession . now i wont have anyone to tell my problems , tht someone to be there whn i need him and tht someone to love again . but its okaay . everything happens fr a reason . i had a hard time accepting ths fact but anyway i still have to . but since things have turned out this way , i cannot do anyth else because youre the one who initiated the break up . we jst put down the phone and whn you said we could still be friends , yeah sure . it hurt but i have to adapt to changes right . i cnt be clinging on to you until forever . i guess i have to move on . well only time can heal the wound . whatever it is i nvr regret being with you . i guess it jst wasnt meant to be ? i dont knw . if it was meant to be , thn we'll jst have to see . we got ourselves into this problem . well i'll definitely miss hanging out with you , miss talking otp with you . basically miss everyth about you . we can be friends but thts gna be a whole different thing .
well , i guess this ends everything . i hope to hear frm you soon my friend .
takecare .
i still love you but it doesnt matter anymore .
; ayeen ♥
31/03/2009

2009-05-07T17:37:00.003+08:00

Oi
today is the 7th of May . And its Thursday . Now is 5.42 pm . Why am i being random ? hahah . so okaay today had Social Studies and Math Paper 1 . it was fine but struggle in Math a little bit as usual . Social Studies i jst scribble wht i remember . it was fine though .
paper finished at ard 1245 . thn headed to canteen . was suppose to meet farit at 3 at tc . but thn somehow he finish early and i dont knw why . :D so we were sitting in the canteen and was it miera or iman or safura who said tht there was someone who was waving at our direction . we guessed it was farit and true enough . so met him and he said tht my sister was waiting fr me . i was like wth ?! hahah . suppose to have physics remedial laa . xD after tht went off to jelapang while safura and iman went to bpp i think to study .
they wanted to give Daniel (sp?) a bufday bash . so sister tag along . was fun ! she kept quarelling with farit . hahah . and salihin ! he did not even talk because malu laa . hahha . thn at the lrt , we purposely sat at a different bench thinking of giving them some time . hahaha . but they didnt even talk ! hmph . effort went down the drain . chey effort seyy !
went home . alot of things happen laa . so laazy want to talk abt it . jst noe tht i had fun with farit , my sister , salihin and whoever uh . oh yar salihin , sorry uh jst now . i play2 only . :D

Just want to tell you , abt the taking of picture i dont like to take picture .
but we'll see . tgk keadaan uh . HAHAH .
whatever it is , i still love you . okaay takecare :D
; ayeen ♥

2009-05-04T17:00:00.004+08:00

hello

okaay tht is a random picture . he took it whn he was alone fyi . HAHAH .

anw , first things first , 3 days ago was our 1st month .

so happy 1st month baby ! I Love You :D

had fun with him today . went to bpp to return my library books . it was so warm

because somone ask me to walk . thanks ey ! hahah .

and he felt hungry so we went to ljs to eat . saw classmates over there :D

thn headed to dont knw wht blk to meet his friends . they play cards and

he did something while shuffling it . HAHAH . we knw , bar knw , public dont knw . :D

was glad tht i could meet him today . and ! he did not go to schoooool today because he's

tired ! can uh like tht ?! hahaha . so im done updating today .

go update hor ! :D

takecare .

Love you all .

; ayeen♥

had fun today with

sigh

2009-04-19T22:01:00.002+08:00

hello
okaay im forced to update because baby says if i dont update means i dont love him .
whatever ey .
hahah . so okaay . baby officially starts school tomorrow , which means there would be lesser time to spend with him . but its okaay :D still can meet once in a while because if too often , later he get tired of seeing my face . hahah .
currently watching this korean drama which iman recommended me to watch .
its so nice ! the show so sweeeeeeeet . getting addicted to it already . shit ! ive not finish my poa yet ! and not to forget malay ! damn . stress oi ! MYE is jst round the corner and i have not done a single revision yet ! so i think i need to spend my time revising instead of blogging . tau you ? hahahah . anw tomorrow having speech day rehearsal which i think is gg to end quite late . and the actual speech day is ths friday . baby is coming and he says tht his mother wants to see me . *jengjengjeng* okaay wth . i predict im going to fall sick on friday . so i think i have to skip all tht . too bad fr me . and my prediction always comes true . hahahha .
okaay i want to watch my korean drama now . takecare .
at least i got update hor ! :D
; ayeen♥

2009-04-10T17:53:00.004+08:00

hello

i dont knw wht to update .

baby force me to update . da update . happy ? :D

today is GOOD FRIDAY . im sitting at home doing nth .

im really having a good friday . -..-

tomorrow is saturday . and the day after tht is sunday .

hahahah . wth . i dont even knw wht im talking abt .

okaay . finally i private my blog fr a few reasons .

okaay laa i dont knw wht to update . seriously blank .

:D i love sweetheart . takecare .

2009-03-29T22:47:00.000+08:00

hello

currently eating butter bread . nice . :D

so okaay going to update now .

not going to post any pictures i think .

okaay . 2 days ago , had our sports day .

finished school at 1230 as usual .

thn headed home with safura .

bath , changed and met farit underneath another block .

waited fr his friends to come .

went to the bustop .

bus arrived so safura and I took tht bus . farit and his friends did not board

the bus as they were smoking . -.- :'(

sad .. heartpain . went to interchange , fetched iman and off we went to

the stadium . sorry iman because we were late .

reached the stadium , saw farit , his friends and kak mirah .

felt really bad fr not talking to kak mirah .

gna explain to her soon . but im really sorry .

after tht , all the events .

after the whole thing , went to cwp to get our dinner .

thn off we go out of the building . farit met me outside the cwp .

didnt talk to him :D hahaha . safura went off first because she had to reach home before

7pm . sorry safura . i noe you were upset due to something .

after tht , iman decided to go home as well instead of meeting alin , amiera all .

so went home with her .

reached my stop , bye iman . and left to walk .

farit stopped at my stop as well .

skipskipskip .

got a peck on the cheek :DD went home .

and not to forget , my burger was soak with coke because i placed it in my bag .

i noe very stupid but wht to do i was lazy to carry it . hahahah

overall , it was okaay .

okaay dont want to talk abt yesterday and today . go and read the other blog .

not to forget , i love you baby :D

takecare people .

; ayeen♥

/ spoiled my day but make it up alright . i love you :D

oi

2009-03-22T17:25:00.000+08:00

hello .
okaay i shall update now because i got nothing else to do .
farit is underneath my block now but i cant meet him :(
so okaay . today . woke up at i forgot wht time .
used the com fr awhile , bath , prayed and thn went to buy our brunch .
basically today , i jst rot at home doing nothing . freaking boring .
okaay so next week my days are packed with npcc stuff .
i'll have to wait till friday then i can meet him . :'(
friday is sports day .
actually i dont knw wht to update abt now !
currently watching a chinese show which im not too sure wht
is the tittle .
oh yar . i've decided to private my blog because other people are starting to read ths .
so im jst gna invite certain people to read it . :D
okaay bye
; ayeen♥

oi

2009-03-16T14:48:00.000+08:00

credits to farah azureen( his sister) :DD

hello
okaay at last im here to update agn .
actually i dont knw wht to update on .
my mind blank !
hahaha . okaay lets talk abt yesterday and the day before .
saturday 14/03/2009
went to my cousin's mini birthday gathering .
i dont really knw whn is her birthday . should be belated i guess .
skipskipskip .
after tht went back .
hahah . simple much ?
sunday 14/03/2009
went to wedding invitation agn at ayer hitam and pontian
far seyy .
so woke up at 830 i think . changed until ard 9 + gg 10 .
so off we go . tuas checkpoint . i dont knw why we didnt go to woodlands checkpoing .
maybe to avoid jam ? i dont knw .
so yar as usual the people work very slow .
wanted to apply work there but the person say no need they do their job faster .
only he understands laa . hahaha .
after tht proceeded to the wedding invitation . it was freaking warm there .
summore i wear baju kurung .thanks ey . -.-
skip uh . dont want talk abt it uh . nothing interesting .
so today went to school fr remedial .
ahahha . it was hilarious . iman , safura and i did nonsense things whn we were actually suppose to do our math .
hahahah . okaay i dont knw wht else to write . im running very late
im suppose to meet diyanah at cck mrt at 320 and here i am still blogging . have yet to changed ! god .
okaay i think i go now uh . bye people .
takecare . :D
i love you all . but i love him more . hahah . :D
mr and mrs smith ? still dont get it !! tell me .
hahahha .
; ayeen♥

2009-03-14T15:14:00.000+08:00

i dont knw wht to update on .
okaay bye .
at least i got update hor . :D

hello

2009-03-08T11:47:00.001+08:00

hello .
so okaay . lets talk abt the sports heats .
finished sch at 1230 . headed home and reached ard 1245 .
have yet to bath .
was suppose to meet farit at 1 . he changed it to 130 . so okaay .
after drying hair . went to the bustop because i thought i was late because we were
suppose to meet at 130 . went there with amiera . she went to the opposite bustop to go home .
i was alone so called amiera talked fr awhile and farit still was nowhere to be seen .
put down the phone . waited .farit reached at ard 1+ gg 2 with atin and danial .
i had to wait fr approximately half an hour . -.-
thanks . -.-
after tht boarded the bus to go to the stadium . bfr tht they went to smoke and farit was having stomach ache .
couldnt do much to help .
reached the stadium tied hair as it was freaking hot .
after tht we all knew wht we had to do .
we became the time keeper something like tht .

farit was waiting fr danial and atin to finish . after they finish , all of them headed back .

so the sports heats lasted until 5 + i think .

after everything had finish , didnt noe where to go .

kerin wanted to send me till the mrt but she had to go with her friend . and so i went back alone . :'( sec 2s accompany me . they went to lot 1 . and we went back home .

bfr going back , met farit at pending fr awhile .

thn talk2 . and he bite me ! grr !

not much to talk abt .

today gg to jemputan at JB . so im updating now because prolly i cant update later .

and someone say tht he's gna update tonight . so we'll see .

okaay .

and i miss MiraAdams . takecare .

; ayeen♥

hello

2009-03-04T20:46:00.000+08:00

hello .

so okaay . i went to KL . -.- updated on the other blog . so go check it out alright .

lazy to rewrite uh . so okaay . lets talk abt yesterday .

yesterday wht day ?

yesterday is tuesday .

whr did i go ?

i went to school .

im not sure wht happen .

let me jst recall awhile .

oh yar . remember alr .

followed the sec 2s fr their road safety thingy . it was raining so everyth tht was planned

was being cancelled .

so we had to sat there abt maybe frm 130+ to 330+ ?

not quite sure . thn the CIs go and claim the mcD drinks fr us .

^^ after tht headed to school . dismissed . went home with alin , natasha and liana .

ferst went to bangkit to buy prepaid card , followed alin back to the bustop . teman her awhile . she asked me if i wanted to tag along with them to go bpp because they need

to buy dont knw wht thing uh .

thn i was thinking , no thanks uh . better be safe thn sorry .

hahaha .

soon after , saw dan playing catching with the girl (dont knw wht name . stephanie i think)

at a pillar ! like hindustan uh ? hahahah .

thn farit came .

walked and talked to him until we reached dont knw wht block there .

sat awhile . and he showed me one of his pict tht he use spec . hahahaha .

okaay wht ?

thn ard dont knw wht tyme went home to change because i got ngaji .

i forgot ! damn .

after tht parents came home . nag at me because i havent bath all tht .

thn off to ngaji .

sister was laughing at me while we were there . -.- whatever ey kakak .

skipskipskip .

at night talked otp with farit .

ferst call lasted abt 50 mins because i told him i wanted to print something and guess wht ?

he slept . thn i chatted with him online . hahah . the sound irritating . make him wake up .

and he claims tht the phone fell frm his ear and he did not realise it .

FAKE ! hahah .

thn the next call . it was my turn . i slept ! hahahah . abt 5 mins after he put down the phone and texted me , i suddenly woke up . dont knw why .

not gna elaborate on the part tht i paisey uh .

hahaha . and he texted me something . ^^

i dont believe uh .

kehh now i want to go away .

i mean i wna stop writing here uh . so okaay bye .

takecare .

; ayeen♥

at least im not like someone who freaked out after seeing a cockroach crawling up his leg .

and thn straight away put down the phone and bath ! tsktsk . not only tht . went out of the hse at 2 am

because he was too disgusted abt the cockroach thingy . when he got back home , he didnt dare step in his room because he was afraid the cockroach might still be in his room . for heaven's sake , the cockroach is dead ! hahaha . saper yg teraser fr ths part , thn i dont knw uh . hahahah . :D

takecare people .

2009-02-26T22:36:00.000+08:00

hello .

okaay my face in tht picture suck . haha

tht was candid because sufri jst snap it . -.-

so okaay. today was fine .

had PHYSICS and MATH paper .

can manage uh .

tomorrow is CHEMISTRY and GEOGRAPHY and

i have yet to study fr it . -.- !!

how ?!

thn had math lesson .

mr dai relieve the class and teach math .

i think he was talking to an ant . he talk so soft .

ahahahah . ask him go teach himself uh .
:D after sch had ended went to the canteen to take our lunch .

it was raining so we waste our time at the canteen .

outside the canteen , it was somehow flooding .

atin went outside to look at the flood uh . thn i 'accidentally' pushed her .

hahahaha ! her shoe got very damn wet . it was freaking hilarious .

alin , natasha and i laugh until our stomach hurt .

* i knw eng fail*

after tht went to tc (farit's home of the elderly)

atin wanted to take something frm them .

*made this part up*

farit went over to talk to his bestfr . hahahahhaha ! wth .

after tht walked home .

farit , salihin , ershad , akim , atin , suresh , etc cannot remember

went underneath my block . thn atin went up with me to accompany me

while i bath . not tht she see i bath laa . she sit outside .

hahahaha .

thn went down to sit ard . sister was irritating

keep asking me to go up .

after all thn . went up . thn atin went home .

alot of things laa . lazy to explain .

so okay . all in all . had fun today .

ard 7+ went to bpp to meet up with kak emma

because she wanted to treat us to dinner . :D

thanks kak emma .

not to forget , diyana tag along as well .

i write all ths also they cannot see .

hahahah . okaay i want to go and study now . bye .takecare people .

; ayeen♥

hello

2009-02-25T21:35:00.000+08:00

hello
okaay back with another post .
thanks to ADRIANA , my blog is nicely done .
so i would like to say thank you to her fr doing my blog all this
while . hahaha . okaay my secrets out . wth . :D
but seriously uh thanks fr applying the html fr me and the shoutmix all
that . appreciate it . and my abt me is she copy frm the other blog . -.-
hahaha . :D

so okaay . had school jst now , finished at 3 but supposedly 320 . aluh 20 mins different wont die . thn went to the canteen to eat our lunch . after tht proceeded to my house to study . it was a last minute decision . had fun laughing my ass out with amiera , alin
natasha and lastly not to forget , AH TECK ! hahah . wth .
farit , atin all was underneath the blog agn as usual . can i not explain like
EVERYTHING ?oh yar not to forget .
whn i was praying , i heard someone shout
'SAKEEEEET !' i dont knw who uh . ^^ hahah . i think i shud stop here .
currently chatting with apek .
going off soon . and not to forget im gna have my physics and math common test tomorrow . wish me luck ! :D
oh yar gna link people soon .
takecare .
; ayeen♥
'egg shell , egg white egg YOLK ! '
:D
; and im not crazy . thanks .

weii

2009-02-25T19:09:00.000+08:00

hello .
okaay . i jst created another blog . i think im gna private ths blog .
so okaay . im gna start searching fr new blogskin .
hahaha . takecare people .
; ayeen ♥